+++THE REAL STRANGE GIRL+++

puso mo?

2009-02-16T03:53:00.000+08:00

for the love of cupcakes! the gift. lolz.

hearts day eh? it ended with me having a fever and infected ear. tsk tsk.

DAY OFF!

2009-02-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday?

went to BDO to deposit my payment for my FRUPCAKES, ate at Taco Bell Gateway and then *cried over Will Smith's 7 Pounds in Shangrila.

*it was my boyfriend who cried. he's a super retarded fan and a cry baby. lolz. love you.

anlamig noh?

i want to go to sagada. ill join the sagada trip.

XD

LIPAT!

2007-09-14T02:00:00.000+08:00

TAGAL KO NA PALANG LIPAT NG BLOG... SORRY NAMAN

CLICK MO TO PARA SA BAGONG BAHAY

SMELLING THE SCENT

2007-06-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

ooohh last saturday my sister and i watched PEFRUME: THE STORY OF A MURDERER at Shang-rila. French Film Fest. we arrived around 2pm at ang dami ng nakapila. sobrang worried kami kasi baka hindi kami makaabot. well well well dami di nakapasok dahil sa R-18 ang palabas. WOOOO i love being adult!! hahaha!

(last year sinulat ko sa old blog ko na gusto ko mapanuod to dahil kay Alan Rickman.)

winner ang movie na to. MALUPET. yun lang.

*andito na ata ang pinaka grabing ORGY SCENE na nakita ko sa pelikula. more than 100 people naked. wah!*

TRAILER PA LANG SABIHIN MONG HINDI KA MAATAT MANUOD, NO?

2007-06-21T04:39:00.000+08:00

loving this song... for all those assholes!

SMILE - LILY ALLEN

when you first left me
I was wanting more
but you were fucking that girl next door
whatd you do that for

when you first left me
I didnt know what to say
id never been on my own that way
just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end

now youre calling me up on the phone
so you can have a little whine and a moan
and its only because youre feeling alone

at first when I see you cry
yea it makes me smile
yea it makes me smile
at worst I feel bad for awhile
but then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

whenever you see me
you say that you want me back
and I tell you it dont mean jack
no it dont mean jack

I couldnt stop laughing
no I jus couldnt help myself
see you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end

now youre calling me up on the phone
so you can have a little whine and a moan
and its only because youre feeling alone

at first when I see you cry
yea it makes me smile
yea it makes me smile
at worst I feel bad for awhile
but then I jus smile
I go ahead and smile

this is the real video. oh mheeeeen! comedy. panalo. jackpot sa ganti. hahahahaha. KAYA UMAYOS KAYO MGA LALAKI. malupit ang babae gumanti. hahaha!

andaya. bakit hindi ako nabiyayaan ng ganyan boses. natutuwa ako sa boses ni lily allen. ang cute. huuuuuuu! TAPOS british pa. i so love the accent. kahit kumakanta rinig mo ang long vowels. haha. watch the 2nd video,LDN.

ONE KNOCKED DOWN (UPDATED)

2007-06-15T05:22:00.000+08:00

5:30 im still up. whuts new.. hello?!

payday today highway yeheeeey!
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etot ka chat si bigboi... anak ka ng pasaway.. sana marunong kang sumunod.. kung asa tabi kita mababatukan kita.

go photoshopping!

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sawakas naabutan ko din ria online sa ym. ABERYA sa pag ibig. tsk. kaya mo yan. sorry kung medyo absent ako para comfort ka. sabi ko nga kung ganyan din lang wag mo nang ubusin luha.. hindi ikaw may kasalanan.. siya. siya may gusto ng lahat.

inuman? game kaso dein me pede gabi.

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hay love... masaya pero dapat ready sa darating na pag luha... BAKIT BA HINDI NA LANG LAGI MASAYA??!! waaaaah!

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one on one talk with my coach last shift. bago mag off. after ng preshift namin. start pa lang kasi medyo tahimik ako dahil sa wala akong tulog dahil umaga noon nag inuman kami.

sobrang big deal na tahimik ako. hindi daw siya kasi sanay. si dee daw tahimik? what the f?

ayon akala nya mag aawol na ata ako ngayon. sobrang kung ano ano sinasabi sakin. wag daw ako aalis. ano daw ba pede nyang gawin.. achuchu!

WAAAAH! hahaha! tantanan nyo na ako!

then pag labas ang mga tao.. whats that dee? EXIT INTERVIEW? i answered yes while carlos was saying OF COURSE NOT. hahaha. laughtrip.

wutever guys. sasabihin ko pag mag aawol na ako.

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ang mga tao di na mapakali.. lapit sa station ko, nag tetext, nag memessage sa ym...

EXAMPLE 1 ( SI bigboi. na natangga pa ako. ang sweet talaga ng damulag na to. gago. haha!)

EXAMPLE 2 (mula sa previous coach na si jerry... inarte mode usapan namin nito lagi... teatro din kasi )

DEE STRANGE GIRL: coach?
Jerry: yes
DEE STRANGE: andyan ka pa?
Jerry: yes
Jerry: paalis na\
Jerry: bye bye
Jerry: mamimiss kita dee
Jerry: salamat sa lahat ha
Jerry: sa respeto
Jerry: sa friendship
Jerry: di matatapos ha
Jerry: miss u diana
Jerry: huhuhu
Jerry: naiiyak nako
Jerry: pramis'
DEE STRANGE GIRL: COAAAAAAACH!
DEE STRANGE GIRL: ano baaaaa
Jerry: huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh
Jerry: diaaaannnnaaaaaaa
DEE STRANGE GIRL: hindi pa ako aalis... wag mo agad paalisin... hindi pa ngayun...
Jerry: wag sinara na
Jerry: ay hehehe
DEE STRANGE GIRL: ahahaha
Jerry: drama lang
Jerry: cge na bye
Jerry: hmp
Jerry: hehehedh
Jerry: mwah
DEE STRANGE GIRL: BYE COAAAAAAACH!

EXAMPLE 3:

mga text... "makikita pa ba kita?", "bakit ayaw mo na me katabi?" at isang laughtrip " DI MO PA AKO NAPIPICTURAN NG MALUPET TAS AALIS KA NA?!"

grabeh kayo.. comedy!

then may malupit na banat... i don't want you to go. wuteveeeeeeeeeer! tantanana nyo ako! haha

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speaking of ka laughtripan... andami talagang malisyosyong mga tao. nag sawa na ako sa kakasagot nun sa isang taong.. hindi maganda kinahantungaan dahil sa asar ng mga tao.. hahaha.

(read the screenshot. bigboi?)

issue ba? intindihan ko kung yung ibang tao mag tanong nyan PERO nung si divine ang nag tanong halos nalaglag ako sa kinauupuan ko.

DIVINITY... ANO BA NAMANG TANONG YAN?!!! ano nakain mo? you should know... wag ka makinig sa iba sakin lang.. pati dyan kay riza baliw yan... hahaha!

Divine, HINDI KAMI. BROTHER AND SISTER. GOODNESS! walang malisya. tayo'y nagmamahalan... hahaha!

*ay nung sinabing kong tatay ko na si bigboi.. i didnt mean na matanda siya... clarify.. baka magalit eh... isang taon lang tanda nyan... kaso sa height daig ko may kasamang tatay... what 6'3"? hahaha giant!

eto na naman eh...

JEPPY INAAWAY NILA TAYO... SAPAKIN MO NGA! hahaha!

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PICTURESSSSSSSSS!!!!

my previous team. the best team daw... in the world... sabi ni Richard. AGREE AGREE! Evolution. mos stubborn/almost anti-management/artistic/crazy/cool/also known as the TEAM REVOLUTION for ousting the most well known/terror coach in the entire floor.. our original coach/bonded team. this team been through alot of things, really. everybody knows that.

kami na ata ang may pinaka madramang storya ng team sa history ng XM ACCOUNT sa CLientlogic/Sitel. the team started to be THE TOP TEAM then the drama and pressure started. conflicts with our original coach. suddenly the nawala lahat. sa floor we are known as THE WALA NG PAG ASANG TEAM. we were always the bottom team. lumulutang sa ere. wala alam kung ano na mangyayari. then nag start sila mag terminate ng mga kateammates... hindi maganda ang reaction. rebulosyon. nakatikim sila.

bagong coach. jerry came in. bagong buhay. bonded na. from the bottom tumaas ng tumaas. everyday nagugulat sila sa mga improvements... stats... sales... the return of the comeback ika nga ng TEAM LOONEY TOONS kaso hindi na kami yoon. we changed our team name. supposed to be Team Revolution/Revo it became Evolution. before mag reshuffling ng team. our team was able to make it to the FINAL FOUR. we were the #1 team. almost 40 sites.. 97 team in the entire world. WE WERE NUMBER ONE! saan ka pa? wala silang nasabi.

here we are looking very happy (mukhang retarded Coach namin) after winning 5k for the PIMP THE BAY CONTEST. then the next day was the GALERA day. haaay... the lady in white polo is Bootz, one of our OMs

the new team... incomplete nga lang. HOTSHOT. getting to know. they're nice. enjoy din kasama sila. ibala lang talaga trip nung mga to kumpara sa EVO.

wahahaha. anong meron dun riza at bigboi?

luma bigboi. busy taking calls. ilan na benta, boy?

si riza at ang bulol. hindi ko alam konsepto yang ginagawa mo, ne!

riza, me, bigboi YO! i consider them na pinaka close ko sa floor. sa orginal na looney tunes/evolution kami na lang yung halos (yung ilan nasa ibang team din) natitira dun sa mag trotropa. iisa takbo ng utak. musika.disenyo.internet.photography. tsk. mga adik. hiwawalay kami ng team.

si bigboi ang musikero at komedyanteng green, si riza dancer at komedyanteng slapstick at ako na photographer/computer freak/drama queen at pinaka hyper. asaran. yosi. bullihan. dramahan. AYOS.

yosi break. luis (pinsan ni marc abaya hehehe), riza, grace, me.

CAN I CONTINUE THIS SOME OTHER TIME NA LANG? KALOKA DSL NAMIN... SA MGA TAONG NAG AANTAY. BUKAS NA LANG. ANTOK NA AKO EH.

hehehe. kilala nyo na sino kayo..

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SISTER BITCH ANGEL... IM GONNA MISS YOU!!!

what a laser beam.. eh?!

2007-06-14T09:09:00.000+08:00

1974? huwaw... hindi pa nga nag kikita nanay tatay ko nyan... sayang... ang gwapo pa naman nila... lalo na roger taylor (drummer)... hotness... kahit ang vocalist nila na si freddie mercury... gay? the greatest gay/voice/performer of all time? can be.. i agree! i love the voice... wohoooooo!

killer queen by QUEEN (1974 video)

queen medley live 1974 (killer queen included. the best performance i saw)

killer queen live aid 1985 (uy 11 years after buhayna ata ko nito..hahaha)

OUR LOVE IS A VERB IN THIS ROOM...

2007-06-01T09:22:00.000+08:00

hello. long time no post. wala naman balita. steady pa rin.

mga nakaraang araw andaming ABERS (aberya). kalorkey.

pakingshet ang aming dsl connection. kill pldt.

9am na... online na ako kagabi pa... ibig sabihin hindi pa ako natutulog. si bigboi online. si jerry asa office na din. si peej online at kainuman sina bats ngayon kasama wave 6. daya. kaingit naman.

pasok mamaya.

uy may nagtext... hihihi

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ano daw sabi nya?

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it.l I just want you back for good

okey whatever din. buti na lang crush ko pa sa kantang yan si gary barlow.

ayan kasi... sino may kasanalan? wag ako sisihin!

WILL YOU DO THE FANDANGO?

2007-05-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY - QUEEN

freddie mercury... rock on.

mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go!!!

wtf?!!

2007-05-11T08:42:00.000+08:00

incubus post again...

we all know that BRANDON BOYD IS HOT. he do have a voice. naman. pero sabi diba minsan yung mga kanta na edit na lalo pag recording...

mhen watch this. acapella? recording ng WARNING. my favortite incubus song. juskooooooooooooooo!!! ang ganda ng boses mo brandon boyd!

*morning view session*

*drool*

my stark crazy sick hyper big world!

2007-05-11T07:21:00.000+08:00

dahil sa kapatid ko at bigboi sobrang na lss ako sa kantang to.. napanagnipan ko pa kanina.

share lang. haha.

SICK SAD LITTLE WORLD - INCUBUS

wuuu mhen.. this song... the sexiest interlude.. promise!!!!!!!

mike with all those guitar riffs? weeeee! sayang lang hindi masyado pinakita si papa jose pero hanep humataw ng drums!! brandon boyd? given! hotness!

yey!

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GET WELL SOON PAUL!!!

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3 gallstones was just removed from paul's gallbladder. poor paul... he's really in pain.

see no more INSTANT NOODLES! tsk

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im getting addicted to 80's rock bands. hardcore band. sabi nga tunay na rock not POGI ROCK.

wala na akong alam sa opm.

ewan. hindi ko na sila kilala.

mga kasama ko sa office musikero lahat kaso mga rakrakan talaga kaya ayan... ACDC, aerosmith, jimi hendrix, van halen, ramones, guns n roses... what? at kung sino sino pa sa tanan ng buhay ko ngayon ko lang nalaman na nag exist nung kapapanganak ko pa lang.

rock on dude!

haha!

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may kwento ako..

after ko uminom kasama mga current team mates ko ay tumambay ako sa office sa intensyong matulog. pero pag dating ko dun andun si coach jerry.. solo na nag track ng sales... sinamahan ko na lang. na miss ko din siya. 30 minutes later dumating si peej. 1 hour later umuwi na si jerry sa bagong nyang new CRIB. nag 711 kami ni peej. 30 minutes later i recieved a text from jerry. asking kung gusto namin tambay sa place nya. why not? go. kaso inantay muna namin si daddy gilbert dahil may sasabihin daw. start shift nya 6pm. dumating mga 15 minutes before shift. 6pm diretso kina coach. pag dating dun. tambay. inom. tawa. kain. reminiscing. pinag tatawagan ang mga ex-evo na off. nang ingit lang. umalis kami mga 9 or 10pm dahil si jerry may shift pa ng 5am kinaumagahan.

bumalik ako office. zombie na zombie. wala pang uwian from previous shift. nag stay sa station ni ryan. kinain ang sbarro na pag kain na dala nya. pumunta sa station ni gilbert dahil kinukulit ako sa malaki nyang problema. antok na antok na ako. nag paalam na kay gilbert at ryan. pumunta sa bay ng LE SHENG to say hello/bye to hermie,gimma,niel,daddy james and bigboi. ayon absent si bigboi. may sakit? awww! last shift pa lang may sinat na ang jeppy.

nag hilamos. umuwi. zombie.

sobrang 72 hours akong gising nyan. nag lalakad ako halos naka close na mga mata ko.

wow.

i arrived sa bahay 2pm? straight to bed. woke up 9am.

gowd.

kill yourself dee.

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commission day, dhay!

ADOODOO ADADADA!! WEH!

2007-04-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

ang init!

grabeh!

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sobrang bored ako kagabi nagawa ko tong video na to.

in memory of my crazy/talented team mates.

eto isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit sobrang miss ko sila. mga adik sa music. may mga oldies ang trip, may mga musikero at tunay na rocker... dancer? ano pa ba? songer? hahaha!

pag eto na ang usapan at tripping halos lahat mag kakasundo...

*cray, coach jerry, bigboi, eugene and riza*

2007-04-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

it's my off...

wierd...

i really miss my Evolution...

tuwing makikita ko sina riza, jerry, big boy, gilbert.. lahat sila..

naiiyak ako.

corni na to.

my new team is ok. Hot Shots. Carlos is ok. new coach. no more PASAWAY moves.

*sigh*

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laugtrip tong video na to...

ako yan.

gago tong si big boy kinuhanan. para akong kinakatay na baboy sa ingay. nung napanuod ko lang nalaman na may sounds pala ako. okey pa yung timing.

galera... team.. waaaaaaaaaah!

in this video - me, kuayng nag tatattoo, coach jerry, peej, eugene (kabado dahil susunod na siya) and bigboy (camera man)

big boy: pano i-pause to?
dee: anohin mo yung set
bigboy: yung
dee: set!
bigboy: yung?
dee: kuya... p*** ina ang sakit!!! aray

LETS DO THE FAMOUS KOREAN POSE

acting as a clever medicine

2007-04-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness;
we'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

when i played this song for the last time yesterday in our bay.. big boy told me... it will never be the same dee.

potcha naiyak ako dun.

haaaaay sana big boy marinig muna kitang tutugin yan bago mawala ako.

So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.

- Dig by Incubus

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should i come to work today or not??!!!

haha!

kakatawag lang daw ni peej. chinechek ako kung papasok ako. tulog ako. haha. natawa daw ang loko. kahapon kasi nung tumawag siya ng 8pm tulog pa ako. shift ko eh 6pm. sabi ko nga kung hindi nya ako tinawagan hindi na ako papasok.

start na ng bagong team mamayang shift.

ayoko talaga. kung may isa lang ako gusto wish ngayon... ibalik ang Team Evolution.

wala na sabog sabog na kami.

nakakaiyak. kanina for the last time tumambay kami ng todo. kalungkot.

pota kayo ma miss ko kayo grabeh! kayo na lang talaga dahilan ko kaya umabot pa ako ng 3 buwan dyan. leche.. huhuuhu!

kanina last day namin pinamigay ko lahat ng laruan at gamit ko sa station. remembrance incase na hindi na ako pumasok. shet. yung iba "HINDI NGA DEE SERYOSO KA?!!"

waaaaaaaaah!

si coach wala ng magawa sakin eh.

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MEMORIES PART 1

eugene, me, niel, ryan, jerry the coach. una ng nawala tong si eugene. pareho kami utak nito eh. nakakaiyak...

ang saya ha. reason? nanalo team namin dyan ng 5,000 dahil may contest naPIMP YOUR BAY. theme? basketball court. haha!

a lost looney... the girl beside me is Toni isa din sa mga wala na. miss ko tong taong to. asa Ched d'angelo kami nito. taambay.

waahaha! si bigboy/jeppy. tangina hindi ko alam to. kala ko tatlo kami rito. gago yung coach namin sinadya pala. asa tabi ko si paul eh. kasi etong si big boy gusto ng picture picture kaming dalawa. eh alam na hindi ako nag papa picture ng dalawa lang. pinkish daw kasi. si jeppy... isa to sa super ma miss ko. may utang akong kwento... malaki kasalanan mo sakin.. haha! listening to DIG will never be the same? yeah right! haha!

ryan... SALAMAT! sa lahat lahat. alam sobrang marami din akong kasalanan sayo. pero little bro nung mga unang lugmok ako. ikaw andyan. broken? sine at kain lang ang katapat. ngayon alam ko masaya ka na sa sked mo. sa muling pagsasama...

SORRY!

2007-04-08T16:53:00.000+08:00

naiyak ako kanina... sorry coach!

you love me?

whatever! if i know gusto mo na akong sampalin kanina.

haha!

promise next time... 100?

haaaaaaaay.. once na dismantle na EVO ma mimiss ko ang station mo.... syempre mag katabi tayo. sarap basahin mga message sayo from the management.

wala na atang hanep na supervisor/team leder/coach sa floor kundi ikaw lang. naks. naman! nakakita ka ng instant secretarya sa katauhan ko. baliw!!

haaaaaaaaaaay. buhay!

TRAGIS! ABERYA NA NAMAN!

2007-04-06T18:17:00.001+08:00

"aberya na naman.." - jeppy aka big boy

i just saw my new schedule for next week. meaning new team. i hate it. i dont want to leave my team. not now.

we're in. elite 8 we are in! no.1 in elite 8. yeaaaaaaaah boy!!

final four... then dream team!!

i love my team!

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im gonna miss this people. haaaaaaaaaaaar!!

medyo madilim ha.. gilbert, james and jeppy OK. ninenok shades ko ni bigboy. umabsent lang ako nahulimbat agad sa station ko. tsk!

uy si coach...

si jeppy blurred!

haggardness! riza, me, and paul.

gilbert and daddy james

nakaharang paa ni big boi

pink na pink akey. pumophotoshoot si jeppy.

meeting meetingan.. pansinin ang mga paa ng mga oldies sa table... haha!

mga executives ba kayo?

ngiting ngiti putol naman kami!

paul and jerrykels. labas na naman ang dila ni coach!

2007-04-04T12:24:00.000+08:00

para sa aking napakabuting kaibigan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN CHRISTINE RUSIANA!!!

2007-04-04T09:34:00.000+08:00

bakit sabi sa kanta ni james ingram

THERE'S NO EASY WAY TO BREAK SOMEBODY'S HEART?

hindi kaya.. haha!

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GALERA PICTURES

mga batang balut? hehe!

petix mode

techni light while eating

hanep noh?

galera heaven!

CHEERSS!!!

sunset daw

mandaragat.

jerry, big boy, peej ASAN TAYO

COACH JERRY ANONG HINAHANAP MO ANG BATO NI DARNA?

ay 'day ano yan??!! mga logtu

eugeeeeeene!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pacute!

hot mudra. haha. go riza!

sunbathing kayo boy?

huh? ano balita sa tubig?

yey saraaaaaaaap!

excited?

eugene ay pacute, jerry texter, hermie auditor!

hello!!!!

ano yon?

jirrry! colorful ka?!

sensitive side daw nya?

zup dawg?

heeeeeeey! tambay!

ayan! masakit yan. next time idadagdag ko solar system

riza retouched ng tattoo

eto henna lang kay coach. haha!

the big boy and the small girl... ang paa ni dee at geoffrey

getting ready

gutom na sila.

coach jerrykels, hermie, peej and big boy kulitan sa lantsa

big boy, peej, jerry BEACH HUNKS? yuck!!!

2007-03-19T06:41:00.000+08:00

why...

why am i still here...??

this is not right?

something is wrong.. with me?

cray.. sherry... now peej...

WUZZUP WITH YOU?!!!

fuck this company!

huhuhuhuhuhu!

i need money. whu can i do?

i better check jobstreet.com. this is getting ridiculous!

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crazy guy! madalas tayong mag reminisc ng training days. kahit may pinasimulan kang kagagaguhan nung asa training pa tayo.. bambee? badtrip ka din... pero ma miss kita!

chat tayo ym.. lagi ka naman online eh!

lets go back to galera!

CRIKEY!!! THIS SONG IS FOR PEEJ (BRANDON BOYD?). ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

WISH YOU WERE HERE

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles a backlit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment I am happy...happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
Wish you were here

The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air saying:

I wish you were here
I wish you were

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
Wish you were here

2007-03-18T04:46:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating.

im so tired. almost up for 48 hours.

we left galera yesterday 11am. arrived ortigas around 4:30. 1 1/2 hour after that we logged in.

somebody bring me back to galera. i dont want to work anymore.

saraaaaaaaaaaaap.

relaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaks.

kulaaaaaaaaaaang!

i want to be a beach bum.. hoping i have enough money.

next stop? BORA!!!

i love my team!

oh and by the way... my body is no longer tattoo free... i have small yellow star and a blue halfmoon... sa right foot lang naman!

haha!

alam ko na talaga... ang taas ng tolerance ko sa pain... oh my god!

LARAWAN NG NAKARAAN

2007-03-09T05:44:00.000+08:00

MUCHOS 3_1_2007

around 1pm.. kulitan lang. yung coach namin nakakaaliw pag inatake ng tawa. parang hihimatayin. jerry, peej, eugene and riza.

3pm paalis na si riza. nag papatawa lang si riza. "WAG MONG ISARA!!!"

hapon na... kami na lang lima ang natira. pansin nyo walang tao. hehe. sobrang tambay lang kami. si peej bumibirit ng Waiting in Vain.

6pm something dumating sina cray at luka. luka's cuz (forgot the name), luka, jerry and korean peej (sabog na yan...)

what alchohol can do to you? the guy in blue shirt is cray (we will miss you!)

paparazzi shot of peej.

wala na sa wishu ang taong to. infairness ang lupet ng boses nyan.

paul and peej laugh attack together with exessive amount of alchohol in their body system.

eugene bagsak na... ahaha!

paul and eugene tipsy. see jerry? baliw na rin. muka pa namang manager! hehe

wuzzup?!

wag nyong molestyahin yan... haha!

ako nga lang ata ang nasa katinuan nyan. hindi ko rin alam wa epek sa akin yung mga nainom ko din. wala akong picture? whats new. hehe. ayoko ding ipost! we went home 9pm. mga gegewang gewang at nag susuka ang mga kasama.

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TEAM BUILDING PANSOL (2_15-16_2007)

the gang on the way to the whateverland.

stop over for lunch. boys waiting for the their bulalo.

there you go... atake na sa pagkain. wala pa kasing kumakain nyan mag mula nung natapos shift namin ng 6am.

palengke stop over. yosi break. jerry, peej and big boi

daddy james preparing my food. haha. promise. kasi nga i dont eat meat diba. he said luto daw nya ako ng pasta. hehe. salamat.

steady mode ng gabi... na miss ang avaya? i think that's around 10pm. andaya nung iba eh tulog na.

5am. pansinin kung sino ang ang gising pa rin. haha. walang tulog.

good morning! hawak ni eugene si nicolai (riza's son)

videoke mode. look at nicolai.. so cute! naka timer ang cam at ginawang tripod ang tv.

old age. old beer. haha. peace daddy gilbert!

laughing mood. daddy gilbert and big boi

drama mode ang coach.

pedeng ng tatay big boi!

swimming! peej, ron, riza and daddy gilbert

pansol bums

peej and ron goofing around.

peej did this several times. tumalon sa pool habang kikuhanan ko. eto pinakamakulit sa lahat.

nag kasawaan sa videoke. nag kantahan habang si big boi ang taga gitara. eheads day ang moment.

at tingnan mo itong kantatero na to. partida gitara lang yan pero emote na emote.

jerry playing with nico. pwede na rin ama. haha.

niluto ni big boi. ulam ko daw. nice. haha.

lolo's day. haha. halos lahat mamamatay katatawa sa tuwing makikita itong picture na to.

on the 15th punta team namin puerto galera. everyone's excited. malamang yun na ang last team building ng team evo. mmm...

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OLD PHOTOS AT THE OFFICE

jaja, coach carlos and coach michelle waiting for the elevator.

cray, daddy james and hermie during pizza day

blue day for eugene, paul and riza

post-shift ata eto. go evolution bay!

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GUSTO KO MAPANUOD ANG 300. NGAYON NA.

ANDAMI KONG GUSTONG BILING LIBRO!

ANTAGAL NG 15 AT MAKAPAG GALERA NA AT MAIWANAN NA YANG AVAYA AT SIEBEL NA YAN!

electric sheep is what you are

2007-03-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

gahdamit! i really hate this account (xm) or maybe the management

everything sucks. the system and your stupid policies!

you keep on saying that we shouldnt work like a robot but TANGINA that is exactly what happening now.. and its all because of those over the border crazy policies/call flow na its seems like everyday you're changing.

oh how i imagine you guys taking the calls for us then we'll do the monitoring... letss see wha will happen to that... tsss..

you're saying that its not you who laid out those rules... well how bout not kissing the client's ass that much?

THEN WHEN A BURNED OUT EMPLOYEE WHO CANNOT LONGER TAKE ALL YOUR CRAPS AND REALIZED THAT STAYING IN THIS COMPANY WAS JUST A WASTE OF TIME AND ENERGY (FOUND A BETTER WAY OF EARNING A LIVING INSTEAD OF DEALING WITH Y'ALL CREEPS) GAVE HER RESIGNATION LETTER SO THAT SHE'LL STILL HAVE A NICE AND CLEAN EXIT TO YOUR FREAKING COMPANY... YOU WONT LET HER LEAVE AND EVEN DARED TO TERMINATE HER.

kamusta naman yon? nag resign na nga eh... pumayag na sa 30 days.. tapos sa 30 days na yun hahanapan nyo ng butas para ang ending terminated?

come on!

you don't want your agents to leave but your not taking good care of them. what's the heirarchy? tsk.

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aht - amazing care - q.a. FREAKING IMPOSSIBLE TO BALANCE!!! I SWEAR!

each day you add all those bullshits to that qa form but the aht still the same. it never changed!

you keep on saying do AMAZING CARE! whats so amazing with making all those not irrate caller an irrate one by the end of the call.

HANEP KAYO!!!

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im sorry super nakaka haggard lang talaga. nakakawalang gana. ayoko ng pumasok.

*this is my blog i can say all i want here.*

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ENOUGH NG KAINITAN NG ULO.

KAIRITA!

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andaming foods dito bahay (FOODS? ahaha plural daw) sakit ng tiyan ko.

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kairita search calls ulit. antay na lang ako ng pimp. leche talaga. buti na lang nag kagana na ako sa team ko.

SOMETHING I DONT NEED IS YOU!

2007-03-03T13:24:00.000+08:00

WUZZUP!

haha. all caps. excited mode. whu huppen this past few days? wala naman.

before off... pag katapos naming anatayin ng hundred years ang coach namin... tumambay ulit muchos kasama coach, riza (umuwi agad), paul and eugene. an hour later sumunod si peej. tinext namin na sumunod na lang. 1pm nag start kami. natapos kami 9pm. saya.

mga around 6pm dumating si cray and his gf with luka and the insan. ang kulit sobra.

si jerry lasing. kamusta naman yun... kung gusto nyong rapen tong coach namin.. lasingin nyo lang kasi that deadma na kahit molestyahin eh. haha. si eugene na hindi umiinom napainon nung last 2 hours kaso naman sinunod sunod ayon tuloy gumegewang gewang pauwi same with paul.

andaming makukulit na picture. patay kayo sakin!! haha!

kagabi naman! punta ako ng school para manuod ng MR&MS. LYCEUM. sarap balikan ng school. kamiss din. ayon na rin ang muli pag kikita namin nila karen at alan. NA MISS KO KAYO. kaso wala si ria. tsk. intindihin kase... hehe.

after ng pageant ayon tambay sa sizzlingan kasama ang mga Batingaw.. na nakaka miss din. etong si alan as usual umeskapo na naman. leche akala ko ba tamabay tayong nila karen?

dumating si mccoy! isa pa to! ayon tambay kami nila karen sa Starbucks Vito Cruz. wento wento. steady lang.

tapos paalaman na. dumeretso ako bagong bantay.. then ortigas. umuwi ako mag aalas siyete.

hindi pa ako na tutulog... may pasok ako mamaya ng alas siyete!

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pag naririnig ko tong kanta na to kinikilabutan ako.

para sa mga kaibigan ko...

DIG
incubus

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness
we'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.

We all have a sickness
that cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.
Oh, each other when everything else is gone

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhhh
If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other,
when everything else is gone.
Oh, each other
when everything else is gone.
Ohhh, each other
when everything else is gone.

2007-02-23T14:50:00.000+08:00

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

umalis na pudra. hinatid namin ni mama sa airport ng madaling araw.

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1.kamusta ka na ngaun?
> mabuti naman. kakagising lang.

2.ano ang ginawa mo ngayong araw?
> eto off ko kaya tambay lang sa bahay.

3.pagod ka na ba mabuhay?
> masasabing kong onti onti na lang.. ayon na yun.

4.do you think madaling magmove on pag nasaktan ka?
> depende. minsan may mga tao na antagal bago mag move on. mayroon naman na tamang inuman tapos iyak lang ayos na agad. asa tao din yan. isang desisyon din yun. kung pipiliin mo na mag mukmok forever sa nangyari eh talagang walang move on na magaganap. totoo namang hindi naman talaga mabilis mawala ang sakit. tao lang tayo napaka impokreta ko kung sasabihin kong hindi pa ako nasaktan. siguro lang dapat sa tao mismo mang gagaling na gusto na nyang mag move. tulungan ang sarili.. darating oras wala na ang sakit na hindi mo namamalayan.

5.do you think its better na lumayo sa taong mahal mo para mawala ang feelings mo sa kanya?
> guilty ako diyan. bakit hindi? pahirapan mo sarili mo? daig mo pa ang nag pa torture noon. but sometimes running away from it will do no good. minsan yung dahilan mo na para mawala ang feeling hindi naman effective. siguro ano na lang.. time out? testing kung kayang mawala.

6.ilang beses ka na nasaktan?
> pisikal at emotional marami na rin. hindi lang halata. anak ng ****

7. do you think your stronger now than b4?
> hindi ba dapat ganoon naman? stronger and wiser. learn from the past. ganoon lang yun. PERO minsan sadyang tanga lang ang tao mauulit ng mauulit ang ginawa mo nung nakaraan.

8.do you tell others ur secrets or problems?
> i do but most of the time i dont. ganoon ako. kung problema ko akin lang yun. ako na bahala kung maayos yun. hindi ako masyado makuwento sa personal kung buhay kahit nga sa personal kung nararamdaman.

9.are you an open person?
> open minded siguro. haha.

10.what is the feeling of being rejected?
> amazing! fantastic! superb... really!

12. who was the last person dat broke ur heart?
> nobody can break my heart... it won't happen kasi hindi naman buo puso ko noon pa man. haha! taray

13.do you cope with ur problems easily?
> depende sa problema. pero oo.

14.mahirap ba ang buhay mo ngayon?
> kelan ba naging madali ang buhay? its matter of how you deal with it.

15.Money or love? why?
> both. come on we need MONEY!! heheh.

16.will you die for the one u love but doesnt love u?
> giving up your life to someone who doesnt love you is called stupidity. but love can sometime make a person stupid, right? ahaha. goodness! kanya kanyang trip yan. ako tatanungin mo... hindi ko isaksak ang sarili ko sayo kung ayaw mo. antay na lang ako na mas deserving sayo.

17.pagod ka na ba?
> natanong na to ha? #3

18.mahirap bang magmahal?
> madali lang mag mahal.. ang ang mahirap pag nasaktan na.

20. ano masasabi mo sa love?
> malabo. kaikaiba. walang matinong paliwanag. masarap, masaya, masakit, masaklap... ano pa?
ang pag LOVE andyan na lang yan bigla. minsan hindi mo nga alam na yun na pala yun nararamdaman mo diba?

21.are you good in giving advice?
> hindi ko alam.

22. pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo sorry friendship is all i can give u? ano nman ssbhin mo sknya?
> sure. why not. haha. duh at least that person had the guts to tell me the truth at hindi na ako pinaikot. pero isipin mo nga rin.. friends.. sa simula...doon ang simula.. darating ang time malay mo. haha!

23. miss mo na ba ung taong mahal mo?
> hindi.

24. ano gusto mong sabihin sa mga nasasaktan?
> ayos na ba? ganyan talaga. sinong nangaway sayo? tara sapakin natin? haha! ADIK MODE AKO!

25. ano nman ang gusto mong sabihin sa mahal mo?
> wala akong mahal. wala akong sasabihin.

HAHAHAH!!!

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1. What do you think of the most when you are alone?
`how life (my life) sucks.

2. When it is a rainy night, what doyou do most of the time?
`either sleeping or reminiscing.

3. When was the last time you gave out roses?
` give roses? i havent done that. why would i? haha.

4. What do you do when you see a full moon?
`i jump and the run like a madman. "FULL MOON FULL MOON! vampires here they come!"

5. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
`neither. don't get me wrong. i know how to swim believe me. pero kung kailangan talaga pumili sa ocean na.

6. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
`yosi. then kasama mo ang friends. ayos yan.

7. If you'll ask yourself a question now, what would it be?
` i have so many questions in life right now. galit ako sa aking sarili. baka mamura ko pa sarili ko.

8. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
`i wish i know the answer for that.. coz lately it seems like everything had fallen apart na... kawindang lang.

9. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?
` i made lot of a decision na pero i cant think of something na super na hirapan ako. siguro isa na yung sa trabaho ko.

10. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
` you mean my real close friends? that i don't know. i don't want that to happen.

11. Do you talk to yourself?
` yes i do. i find it nice... lalo na pag hindi mo na naman alam ang gagawin sa buhay. they say lunatics lang daw ang gumagawa nun. baliw? lahat naman tayo baliw. kanya kanya nga lang style.

12. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
`blood? haha. joke. tequilla.

13. Single or taken?
` S-I-N-G-L-E

14.Ever cried for something stupid?
` guilty! and also i cried because of a STUPID. haha.

15. Do you like anime?
`big fat NO!

16. How about Japanese music?
`okey. kakaiba lang.

17. What music are you into, anyway?
` rock and roll. I KNOW ITS ONLY ROCK AND ROLL BUT I LIKE IT!!!

18. Do you have a malicious mind?
` malicious thinking? haha sometimes. hello?!

19. First thing you do after watching a movie.
` what? i dont know. if you're asking watching movie in a movie house i think going to the c.r. yeah. haba ng oras na nanuod ka eh davah?

20. Do you wash the dishes in your house?
` i don't. it might sounds pathetic but i dont know how to wash dishes. it will take an hour to finish 5 plates. haha.

21. Can you last two days without a bath?
` no i dont think so. pero nagawa ko na yung isang araw sa sobrang busy. haha.

22. Most common words in your classroom.
` when im still a student? hmm.. i cant remember?! EKSENA!!

23. The last lie you told your parents?
` that i am enjoying my life right now... in my job.

25. Still go to the mall with your parents?
` uh-huh

26. Are you brand conscious?
` not really.

27. Ever felt in-love?
` duh!

28. Who do you miss right now?
` mga kaibigan na hindi na nakikita.

29. Watched any good movies lately?
` holiday. little miss sunshine. click. click? iyakan ever.

30. Is it in you to kill someone?
` oh hell yes. thank god i am anti-violence. i know how to control. SALAMAT!

31. Daydream a lot?
` i love daydreaming. give a window and i'll stare out of it for entire day.

32. Happy with your life?
` say YES I AM. (maybe)

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Terrible Two's

Two Names You Go By:
1. Dai
2. Dee

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Shirt
2. Jogging Pants

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. blogging
2. reading

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. money
2. money

Two things you did last night:
1. uminom
2. natulog

Two people that live in your house:
1. mama
2. utol

Two things you ate today:
1. tuna
2. buko pie

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. mama
2. dani

Two things you're doing tomorrow:
1. taking calls
2. petix

Two favorite Holidays:
1. birthday ko (holiday daw!! haha)
2. christmas

Two favorite beverages:
1. apple juice
2. alcohol

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1. I've come to realize that:
~* that britney spears look like a TRISOMY 21 now that she's bald. haha!

2. I am listening to:
~* itchyworms.

3. I talk:
~* too fast and sometimes too loud.

4. I love:
~* no one. haha. kidding. i love my friends and family. haha. safe answer

5. My best friends:
~* are wierd. haha.

7. I lost:
~* my real me. ano daw.

8. I hate it when people:
~* love me so much. hahaha. feeling!

9. Love:
~* is the best and the worst feeling.

10. Marriage:
~* will happen 6 years from now.

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking:
~* shit about me? haha!

12. I'll always:
~* be there for you people. haha!

13. I have a crush on:
~* my friend's drum set. haha. i want that!

14. The last time I cried was because:
~* of me being stupid. i accidentaly bump my knee to a very big arm char.. now i have bruise. disgusting and hurts big time

15. My cell phone:
~* is broken.

16. When I wake up in the morning:
~* ... i pray.

17. Before I go to sleep at night:
~* i pray

18. Right now I am thinking about:
~* my credit card. nawawala eh.

19. Babies are:
~* vulnerable and cute.

20. I get on friendster:
~* always.

21. Today I:
~* im staring infront of the pc for almost 3 hours. my life is so boring. im about to get crazy.

22. Tonight I will:
~* sleep.

23. Tomorrow I will:
~* be a call girl again.

24. I really want:
~* to learn how to apparate.

MAMA DEE?? EXCUSE ME?!

2007-02-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

after our shift pumetix kami sa Muchos. Bigboi, Joe, Peej, Daddy James, Riza, Cray and his girlfriend fresh from bulacan ay nag paka bangenge.

haha.

maaga din umalis si joe (fellow anti-meat eater) at daddy james kasi may mga lakad sila. so naiwan na kaming lima hanggang 2pm.

wahaha. si peej borlogs kung borlogs. na tense kami kasi 2:30 na bagsak na bagsak pa ang loko eh may flight siya papuntang Thailand ng 3:30.

sana may pasalubong ang CRICKEY!!!

para lang tanga kasi halos lahat kami doon may mga problema sa puso at buhay buhay. anak ng tupa pa dahil daig pa namin ang nanuod ng kissing scene sa isang pelikula dahil ang Cray at GF sa harap namin ay panay ang pda. nahiya naman kami masyado. haha.

sige wasted kung wasted.

DONT DRINK TO FORGET. DRINK TO REMEMBER.

ok.

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nitong huli ko na lang sobrang na ka close ang mga ka team mates ko. dati steady ka team at kaibigan lang. now after ng lahat ng nangyari sa team namin super bonding na talaga.

katuwa lang nakilala lalo na ang mga boys namin. before ang akala ko wala silang alam pag usapan kundi BABAE/CHIKABABES/SEXY at kung ano anong kagagaguhan. pero dein pala. ngayon pag yosi break at petix mode sa bay ang pag uusapan ay ang pulitika at mga dynasty at kung ano ano pa atang GENERAL KNOWLEDGE. may sense na man pala kausap. si bigboy masarap kausap sa music. iisa trip namin nito. lupet pa gumitara. si daddy james ay mga konseptong teknikal at pagkain. si ron sa libro at pulitika.

basta ayos na lahat. sad lang dahil march 5 re-shuffling na. ayokong iwanan ang team evolution. ang mga kateam mates. ang hanep na coach. ang steading bay namin. ang aking station. waaaah!

i dont like!

SIRIUSly XM!!!

2007-02-20T08:51:00.000+08:00

still at work with coach, eugene and riza . just waiting for our foods. 1-800-MCDO.

im hungry.

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what? britney? bald?

wow.

god i-am-so-bored girl

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what's up with the merging. clientlogic and sitel. now XM and SIRIUS.

what will happen to us?

YOU CALL ME SANE OR INSANE, THANK YOU!

2007-02-18T06:21:00.000+08:00

i just noticed that these past few days (or should i say months) i've been acting a bit wierd. doing crazy stunts just enough to make some of my close friends to pull all the hair out of their heads. i can imagine them running amok like "OMIGOD SOMEBODY SAVE ME FROm THIS GIRL. OH GAWD SAVE ME". exxage?

i am the down right strange kiddo who has the ability to drive other humanoids crazy by just becoming the ADEEK DEE. damn.

there's a saying that SILENT WATER RUNS DEEP.

right now... im not that SILENT... before i was known for being quiet, reserved and super laid back girl. i'm wondering WHERE'S THE OLD ME? what happened?!

daot naman oh.

how bout in a whole day.. no talking. i'll make it a point that i have a Post It with me. if someone ask something i'll just do the nods or head shakes. or if not then that will be the time that sticky piece of paper will be in use. hehe

DWAYNE IS THAT YOU!!

oh men i just remember! i work in a call center!

wahaahahahaha!

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witelles ko pa rin maarok ang konsepto ng ibang ka-utawan sa buhaynes ng kanilang love life. HALER! akey ngayon super bangengebells sa workikay so wit ko feel mag paka lovingly yours helen. (KAREN YOU'RE AN EXEMPTION).

hay sa pag hello ni sunshine dizon... ISANG BAGONG LIFE. move on.

haaaaar. tomorow akenchie ay fa-flysung sa isang location na until now is super unkown pa rin. kalorkey eto for sure dahil i heard may hindi daw makakadalo.

DAYA MO RIA.

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PASTA. LOVE.

daming tinda ngayon sa kahabaan ng Emerald Ave. food fair? love the pasta. yey. too bad they're only here every sunday (2am) gad!

ANG INIT DIN HA.

2007-02-17T10:06:00.000+08:00

tapos na ang so-called TEAM BUILDING ng team namin. had fun.. really!

galing galing! sayang hindi rin kumpleto. pero ayos pa rin. inuman. swimming. tulog. kain. kantahan. liguakan.

haha. ang kulit ng mga ka-team mates ko lalo na tong si big boy. tirahin daw ba ang mga wala sa team building. ultimo mga hindi ka team mates hindi pinalagpas. may isang tao kang inispoof.. dein ko ma pigil na tumawa kahit na nung bigla ko na rinig ang pangalan na badtrip ako bigla... kuhang kuha mo kasi!! haha.

"lunch nyo? mabuti naman..."

haha. omg. im getting mean. sorry.

kwento later in life. ang dami kong picture na kailangan na isend sa mga tao.

post picture later.

puerto galera na daw next pay day! yey!

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Minsan sa may Kalayaan
Tayo'y nagkatagpuan
May mga sariling gimik
At kanya-kanyang hangad sa buhay

Sa ilalim ng iisang bubong
Mga sikretong ibinubulong
Kahit na anong mangyari
Kahit na saan ak man patungo

Ngunit ngayon
Kay bilis maglaho ng kahapon

Sana'y huwag kalimutan
Ang ating mga pinagsamahan

At kung sakaling gipitin ay
Laging iisipin na
Minsan tayo ay naging tunay na
Magkaibigan

Minsan ay parang wala nang bukas
sa buhay natin.
Inuman hanggang sa magdamag
Na para bang tayo'y mauubusan

Sa ilalim mg bilog na buwan
Mga tiyan nati'y walang laman
Ngunit kahit na walang pera
Ang bawat gabi'y anong saya

Ngunit ngayon
Kay bilis maglaho ng kahapon

Sana'y huwag kalimutan
Ang ating mga pinagsamahan

At kung sakaling gipitin ay
Laging iisipin na
Minsan tayo ay naging tunay na
Magkaibigan

Minsan ay hindi mo na alam ang nangyayari
Kahit na anong gawin
Lahat ng bagay ay merong hangganan
Dahil ngayon
Tayo ay nilimot ng kahapon

Di na mapipilitang buhayin
Ang ating pinagsamahan
Ngunit kung sakaling mapadaan
Baka ikaw ay aking tawagan
Dahil minsan tayo ay naging tunay na
Magkaibigan

2007-02-14T08:07:00.000+08:00

Permiso sa isang araw na makasama ka

abiso ng pusong bulag na humahanga

Tama bang aminin na nating may taning tong pag-ibig natin

dakila man walang kasaysayang kakapit sa bulag na pag-ibig

wala na atang kokorni sa mga kanta na naririnig ko ngayon dito sa opisina. request day... haha

"how deep is your love... is your love.. how deep is your love..."

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kagagaling ko lang sa mcdo strata. tangina si bigboi banatan ba naman ako na

"hanep Dee tayo mag ka date sa valentine's!"

haha. oo nga noh. nag breakfast kami dalawa eh gutom na. sina riza busy mag net kaya kami dalawa na naman.

ayon as usual usapang masaklap na pag ibig ulit. haaaay geoffrey canizares! ang laki mong tao nakakatuwa ka!

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excited ako mamaya este bukas.

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

FAST!

2007-02-13T12:05:00.000+08:00

"EVEN WHEN YOUR HOPE IS GONE MOVE ALONG MOVE ALONG JUST TO MAKE IT THROUGH..."

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tomorrow is araw ng mga pula. pulang bulaklak. pulang damit. pulang lobo. pulang chocolate. pulang cut outs ng mga cupido/bulaklak/lovers/puso.

red.

bloody red. (british accent)

puso daw... pulang pulang puso. either super healthy kaya sobrang pula or ma pula dahil durog na durog... wasak na wasak... nag durugo???

saan ka doon?

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omg! bukas 6 months na ako sa trabaho ko. unbelievable. huwaaaaat?

kamusta naman. paano nangyari yoon??!!

i dont like my job. its wierd but its true.

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sa tagal ko sa clientlogic parang lahat ata mas problemado pa kung bumabagsak ako sa stats. sorry? i really dont care about those things. i know i have to meet those eklavu stats. kaso... tsk... ewan!

until now hindi pa rin na ga grasp ng utak at ng puso ko ang konsepto ng upselling sa account ko.
bakit ba kung ayaw ko? heee. ang pasaway ko talaga. sorry matigas ulo eh.

chain reaction... upsell... sales.. qa.. !!!!!!!! ano ba?

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alan sana ang pangako mo na kitaan sa linggo ay hindi maging isang barbero pangako ulit, ha? kitakits!

THE EVOLUTION OF ME

2007-02-12T08:56:00.000+08:00

"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just
fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending"

THAT ONE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW.

ang jologs.

haha bakit defensive?

what im saying is that baka isipin nyo may moment akong ganyan. si riza kasi ayan ang background music sa pc. maka avril pala. last song syndrome. this song reminds me of nica. haha. god. i miss that girl. kanta ko sakanya para kay ex nya. haha.

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i don't believe in happy endings anymore. coz theres none.

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ang sakit ng tiyan ko. puro libre kain ko mula kagabi pa. si coach jerry nag treat ng pizza. touched naman akech may hiwalay pang vegetarian pizza. nice.

then now we just had our breakfast at mcdo care of ryan (peste 18,000.00 ang komisyon.hello!) pag katapos kong mabola. ayan napasubo tuloy ng libre samin. haha.

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office pa rin. im with coach jerry (busy doing a logo for the team), eugene (also doing a logo), riza (chatting and soundtripping) and paul (checking some websites)

im so so so soooo soooooooooo excited for the TEAM BUILDING. atlast away from the freaking avaya and crazy americans. yey!

we are all excited. omigod found out 13 kami na pupunta lahat lahat dalawa lang kami ni riza na babae. goodluck. haha.

mag paka wasted na naman!!

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gotta go. uwi na kami. antok na eh.

bye.

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PARA KAY KAREN.. LET GO! ESTE LETS GO!

2007-02-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you, and it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could have misunderstood, and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new, and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade..."

--- IRIS (THE HOLIDAY)

BLOODY EXCITED!!!

2007-02-10T11:26:00.000+08:00

sinong excited sa July 21????

*taas kamay*

AKO!!!

sobrang excited nag pa reserve na ako ng copy sa National Bookstore ng Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. haha.

nag down na ako ng 500. weeeeeeeeelll so it means hindi ko na kelangan makipag unahan sa pila sa july 21 dahil sure ball ng may copy ako. hehe.

yey!

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may shift ako mamaya. sana high avail. *kneel down and pray*

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I LOVE COLLEGE

Ano course mo?
- AB Mass Communication specializing in ADVERTISING

Sino barkada mo sa college?
- karen, ria, alan... pero para sakin lahat barkada na. friendsterS!

Fave campus tambayan?
- nung 1st-3rd year ang loob ng student center. nang mawala eto sa labas ng student center sa photocopying machine. marami. canteen. hagdan. quadrangle. tambayan na din ang 5th floor dahil sa rehearsals. eheh.

San kayo palagi kumakain?
- sa SIZZLINGAN ng mga long hairs. haha. shocks ewan ko kung ano pangalan. haha!

College life crush?
- hala... ewan ko. eheh. ang hindi ko na lang siguro makalimutan ay si KUYA YONG dahil sakanya nakilala ang mga kaibigan ko.

Anong hindi mo makakalimutan nung 1styear ka?
- patay na patay ako kay KUYA YONG?? haha. joke. ay... alam ko na yung filipino teacher ko... yung PANLAPI eklavu. ria... karen?? haha!

Pinaka nakakaasar na tao sa campus?
- oops. secret.

Fave math subject?
- wala!!!

Fave mong ka-group pg groupings?
- hmmm... wala ako maisip.

Kaninong fave haus kayo lage gumagawa pg group proj?
- hummm... nung thesis ang bahay nila evan tan.

Sino madalas mong kasama?
- si nica at emma.

San lakad pag walang class?
- wala. sa wow philippines? chamber of secrets? wall? mcdo? sm manila? sm rob? batingaw rehearsals/meeting. haha. tapos wala eh noh.

May ROTC/NSTP ka ba?
- NSTP na joke joke hanggang 2nd year.

Fave minor subject/s?
- photography at film

Fave classroom?
- media room kasi malamig. at pag doon ang klase laging may presentation. patay ang ilaw. sarap matulog.

Fave major subject/s?
- lahat ng may kinalaman sa advertising.

Fave professor/s?
- wooo... sino ba?

Fave kasabay pg pauwi?
- mga kaibigan.

Ano sinasakyan mo pauwi?
- jeepney

Fave hnihiram ng classmate m sau?
- ang cellphone at ang digital camera.

Hardest subject mo?
- thesis.

Best thing in college?
- EVERYTHING. kalayaan. iyakan. tawanan. kaibigan. kaaway. ang mga puyat. school projects. events. tanghalang batingaw. pagkain. lahat lahat. gusto ko mag aral ulit.

FAST FORWARD TO JULY 21

2007-02-08T12:46:00.000+08:00

dee, where have you been???

OMIGOD!!!

i just found out the release date of the 7th and the last installment of Harry Potter Series.

GOODNESS! ITS A SIMULTANEOUS RELEASE!

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Thursday 1 February 2007

Publication Date for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows will be published on Saturday 21st July 2007 at 00:01 BST in the UK and at 00:01 in the USA. It will also be released at 00:01 BST on Saturday 21st July in other English speaking countries around the world.

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SO THAT WILL BE 7:01 AM HERE IN MANILA. WOHOOO!!

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I STILL BELIEVE THAT SNAPE IS NOT EVIL. HE IS NOT.

GO GO SNAPE.

SOMEONE IS GOING TO DIE. ACCORDING TO JKR.

OH PLEASE NOT SNAPE. NOT HIM.

THE HIGHNESS' EXPERIENCE

2007-02-08T07:50:00.000+08:00

im in the office right now. 7:51 am. my day off. my shift ended 6am. tambay mode with some of my team mates.

lets see... PEEJ on the phone. RIZA on the pc just like me. BIGBOI is doing a floorwalk while doing a drama mode. DADDY JAMES sleeping. COACH JERRY... i dont know. haha!

i love the EVOLUTION'S BAY. when i say freedom.. its freedom to the highest level. haha!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

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i love life now.

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KAREN!!! NAKAKATAWA YUN HA!!! NABASA KO ANG IYONG KOMENTO.

quote lang natin ang sinabi ni karen.

Para sa mga fuck shit: KAHIT IKAW MAN AY ISANG "BITUIN" AT ISANG "TALA" SA LANGIT... WALA AKONG PAKIALAM, DAHIL BUKAS, LULUHOD DIN ANG MGA TALA!

panalo! nakalimutan ko ang last name niya ay yun pala. parehong pareho eh no? ang saklap naman ng kapalaran natin.

pero hindi ko rin pangarap lumuhod yan.. sampalin ko pa eh. pero mabait ako. hindi na ako galit sa kanya. nag iinarte lang talaga ako.

i am a peace loving person.

kasalanan ko din. sorry.

haha. nice dee!

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oops! riza and i was talking in tagalog. caught in the act. haha. talking about freedom.

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drama mode si BIG BOI. love life. laugh life? katabi ko to. la ata kami pinag uusapan kundi ang mga kasawian sa puso. ang laki laking tao di mo isipin na pusong mamon. hehe.

ayan may binigay sya sakin... gawa nya... kagagawa lang daw nya... eto siya

WHEN I LOST YOU, I WAS THE ONE WHO CRIED. I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS HURT. I WAS THE ONE IN PAIN. BUT BETWEEN US, YOU LOST MORE. FOR SOMEDAY, IM GOING TO LOVE SOMEONE THE WAY I LOVED YOU. BUT YOU'LL NEVER BE LOVE AGAIN THE WAY I DID.
the bigboi experience

ayos. bitter? haha. sabi nya correction. SOMEDAY, IM GOING TO LOVE SOMETHING... aso? music? gitara? haha!!!

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SA PINAKA MABAIT NA TAONG NAKILALA KO,

sure akong hindi mo to binabasa. actually, not sure coz you have the link for this blog... when i wrote the most BADTRIP na entry na nagawa ko sa buong buhay ko. kung hindi lang maraming nag babasa nito hindi ko yun buburahin. tsk. pero nakakahiya din. ang chaka ng konsepto. ang praning.

(maniniwala ka ba kung sasabihin ko na halos kalahati nun ay puro kabalbalan lang? marahil dala na rin ng init ng ulo ko. tss)

binabasa mo o hindi... wa ako care.

blog ko to!

whatever.

kamusta? buhay pa? baka masyado mo isipin na suppeeeeeer drumama at umemote ako sa nangyari. excuse me? hindi kaya.

im not mad at you. as in IKAW. hindi mo rin naman talaga kasalanan.

nabadtrip lang ang ako sa nangyari at sa kinahantungan ng katawatawang sitwasyon na yon. at bakit umabot sa ganun. at bakit naging ganun. nakakairita!

pero kakaiba talaga pag naaalala ko. sarap mong kurutin at paluin. sabi mo noon sakin nung madalas kitang hampasin sabay sorry sayo. "wag ganun.. dapat wala ng sorry."

gusto kong gawin yun ulit. bigtime na isang sapak. haha!

seryoso. wala na lang talaga. ang sarap lang talaga nyang kalimutan. ang araw na yoon..

may mga nagtatanong bakit hindi na daw tayo nag uusap. sagot na lang ay busy busyhan tayo pareho. alangan naman kasing sabihin ko ang rason. goodluck naman. wala ngang nakaalam eh.

ang adik ng kinahantungan natin, tsong. ang corni.

ngayon daig pa natin ang konseptong... hindi natin alam na nag eexist ang isat isa... dahil deadmahan galore tayo. or sobra kitang deadmahin? sorry hindi mo naman siguro ineexpect na gusto pa kitang kausapin?

would you believe that it took me 3 friggin days bago umiyak. antagal nag sink in. sobrang badtrip ko natuyo lahat ng luha ko. sa sobrang badtrip ko nung araw na huli tayong nag usap feeling ko na bara ang tear ducts ko.

pero koreksyon iyak galit at gigil yun. baka mag feeling ka naman.. hehe! nung huli tayong nagusap gusto na kitang sapakin that why nung nung huli na hindi na ako umiimik... para ka na lang nakikipag usap sa hangin. i was restraining myself from becoming a monster. ay naku kung nag tagal ka pa nun sa harapan ko baka naihagis ko talaga lahat sayo yung gamit ko. laughtrip siguro.

PERO SERYOSO. OK NA. APIR.

gaya nga ng madalas mong sabihin...

ingat palagi.

*why did i wrote this? wala lang. para makahinga ka na ng maluwag. nakahinga ka na ba? sige. bye*

KEMOWN LETS SING TO THE SONG...

2007-02-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

nakakapraning ang kanta ni Beyonce na Irreplaceable lalo na ang pamatay na linyang "TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT..." haha.

parang ako ngayon... sobrang praning. nais kong mag pakasabog ng todo na tipong wala na ako mararamdaman... wala ng maalala sa lahat ng mga kapestehan sa buhay at sa paligid ko.

SHIT.

ok na ako. sobra. badtrip na lang dahil pag naalala ko ang sarap manapak. promise. natatawa na nga lang ako. pero... gusto ko makipag rambulan. makasapak lang talaga 100% ok na ako.

kaso new years resolution ko hindi ako mananakit... pisikal na pananakit. haha.

lord, makaisa lang.. im gonna be super happy. haha.

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DEAR KAREN,

kamusta ka na? kaya mo pa? naiintidihan kita. kung alam mo lang kung gaano kita gustong damayan sa nararamdaman mo ngayon. nais ko ding mag paka lunod ng todo. mag sama nga tayo... kaso kung pareho tayo ng nararamdaman ngayon at tayong dalawa lang ang gigimik hala baka kung ano na mangyari satin. kelangan natin ng matinong tigasalo sa ating dalawa pag dehinz na natin kaya. eh kaso wala eh busy yung iba. sayang.

ay naku.. pero kung tutuusin hindi ko alam kung sino sisihin karen. ikaw o siya? tsk. tsk. hindi naman eto ang una. sorry kaibigan... ganyan talaga.

IYAK TAWA.

lagi na lang ganun.

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ano daw kanta yung sabi mo karen sa your song? haha. bagay sayo.

SOMEDAY
nina

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

then papasok ang kanta ni beyonce. hahaha. nakaka last song syndrome kasi tong kanta na to sobra.

alavet

IRREPLACEABLE
beyonce

To the left...
To the left...

To the left...
To the left...

Mmm to the left to the left
Everything you own in a box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff
Yes, if i bought it please dont touch

Keep talking that mess that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And, its my name that's on that Jag
So go move your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard tellin me how I'm such a fool
Talkin bout how i'll never ever find a boy like you
You got me twisted

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute
Baby

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin
You're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick and see if she's home
Oops, i bet you thought that i didn't know
What did you think i was putting you out for

Because you was untrue
Rollin her around in the car that i bought you
Baby drop them keys
Hurry up before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard tellin me how im such a fool
Talkin bout how i'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute
Baby

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin
You're irreplaceable

So since i'm not your everything
How about i'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby i won't shed a tear for you (i won't shed a tear)
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cuz the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
Mmm to the left
Mmm to the left(to the left)
Everything you own in a box to the left

To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinkin
You're irreplaceable

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute
Baby!

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin

(Baby.....)

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute
(You can pack all your bags, we finished)

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me (cuz you made your bed now lay in it)
I can have another you by tomorrow

So don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

OB-LA-DI-OB-LA-DA...LIFE GOES ON!!!

2007-02-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

i need air...

*staggering*

harry potter... a kid no more... no more...

*swoon*

where's the wand?? holishi! a west end theater production... daniel is nude... frontal nudity??? omygulay!

SEXY!!!

*thud*

DANIEL RADCLIFF IS NOW A HOTTIE!!!

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i sound like a perv.. eeeww!

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kainis! our team building was postponed. sayang. next week na lang daw. edi sana kung natloy by this time pumapartey na kami somewhere down the road. tsk!

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we're back people!! yung mga tao dyan.. ano na kayo??!!

yesterday pumetix kami nila jerry, eugene at riza sa starbucks podium until 11am. may lumapit. congrats daw.. ka touch-ed naman!

SABI NGA JERRY YOU'LL ENJOY BUT YOU'LL BE THE BROKE COACH OF XM. haha!

saya!

EFFIN HOT(NESS)!

2007-01-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

i heard some ditsy girl in starbucks squeeled "HE'S SO EFFIN HOT!!"

whu??

haha. after hearing that i was so tempted to laugh but hello hello thank goodnes i was able to control myself. bitting my lips so hard it almost bleed. ang hanep kasi ng pag kakasabi.. promise!

(dee, dont be so bitch.)

contrary to my title... ITS SO FRIGGIN COLD! ghaaaaad. at the office im already wearing 3 layers of clothes but still no use. i was freezing my butt off at work. haha. then during break time theres the freezing wind. grrr. tunaw na ang yelo sa china/taiwan/korea.. winter sonata?

salamat kay dun hill at pareng marlboro. haha. gago.

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I WANT TO GO TO CUBAO X

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I WANT TO GO SHOPPING... BOOK SHOPPING. MADAMING MADAMING BOOKS!!!

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i am in love.

yes.

(i said no more love)

but i am human...what can i do?

wahhaha.

i love you...

DANIEL ISAAC!!!

(picture stolen from his myspace account. bad)

september last year when i saw the video of Panic! At the Disco's I Write Sins Not Tragedies. i was so sleepy during that time because i just got home from my training. i was staring blanky at the tv screen (mtv pilipinas) when suddenly the green eyed guy who was the groom in that video appeared. i was like "SHIT ANG GWAPO" nawala ang antok ko.

3month after nakita ko ulit ang video. nag search sa internet at nag pa ka stalker. hala nahanap ko ang myspace account ng gwapong groom. ayos. inadd nya ako. hehe. yey!!

(screenshot. thats him. ayan lang ang kaya ng power ko. oh my god the eyes... dont stare like that. hehe. the guy ala willy wonka look is the vocalist of PANIC! Brenden Urie who also happened to be a hot hottie guy. i know in that pic it doesnt look like he is.)

watch the video. i love how he stares.. at me? haha!! i love PANIC! i like this song as well as video.
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wishing ka dee noh?

PAKE MO!!!!

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nanuood ako ng y tu mama tambien at dirty dancing havannah nights. holikaw!!! DIEGO LUNA IS ALSO HOWT. tsk. gravah.

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ang dami kong ka date this off ko. wow. mukhang postponed ang team building. ok.

SUNOG SA SARILING APOY! SUNOOOOOG!

2007-01-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, the Almighty. He asks one of his new students to stand and.....

Prof: So you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Prof: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student: Yes.
Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is this God good then? Hmm? (Student is silent.)
Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fellow. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Is Satan good?
Student: No
Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From...God...
Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Prof: So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)
Prof:Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Prof: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)
Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and serve the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, and smelled your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.
Prof: Yes, faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.
Student: No sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have any thing called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student: You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light.... But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it is called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher? (The class is in uproar.)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain? (The class breaks out into laughter.)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelled it?..... No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir? (The room is silent. The professor stares at the student.)
Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. The link between man & god is FAITH. That is all that keeps things moving & alive.

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its my off. yes. hee

i have so many things to do. transfers of pictueres... email there... email here... geez.

i was absent last monday shift. migraine attack.

then when i had a check up... its not just migraine...

I AM A GLAUCOMA SUSPECT.

wow.

tsk.

one day i'll wake up blind.

haha.

ekshaaaje!

suspect nga eh. so i have to undergo some test. whew.

but hey i have a 20-20 vision. saya.

go computer. mag babad sa computer.

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yesterday eugene, riza, ryan and i strolled at the mall. ate at tokyo tokyo. nag videoke sa timezone. umuwi.

maraming pictures.

MAY TEAM BUILDING KAMI NEXT WEEK.

hala...

parang ayoko ng umalis.

pero kailangan na..

IT FELT GOOD WHEN ITS OVER

2007-01-21T15:58:00.000+08:00

gah.

i never cried like this before.

haha.

super i cannot even breathe.

watdapak?

and guess what triggered my tearducts...

err...

i was watching CLICK (adam sandler)

tssss...

laughtrip.

but i DID cry.

2 minutes later i was crying na not because of the movie... narealize ko na... hindi na movie yung iniiyakan ko... langya...

WOAH!

daig ko pa ang umapaw na balde. grabeh lahat na ata ng emotion nailabas ko.

sarap ng feeling after... really.

===

ANG GANDA NG CLICK!

==

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!

WE'RE TURNING THE PAGES AGAIN...

2007-01-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you, and it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could have misunderstood, and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new, and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade..."

--- IRIS (THE HOLIDAY)

isn't that so true? who will say no and i'll shoot you in the head.

haha. brutal.

someone is back. but not for good...

thats good.

welcome back.

I STILL HATE SEPTEMBER.

i got drained.

===

i spent my day off watching dvds. yes.

LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE -- good. really good. no matter how crazy i find my family is after watching the film im like "hey we are family. crazy family. i love my family." i want to have a yellow bus minus the broken clutch. haha.

LADY IN THE WATER -- i am an m.night shyamalan's fan but i failed to see this film and i can't really remember why. i think these was the time when i was still in training. i thought it was a suspense movie... its fantasy hello! but i still love mr.shyamalan's works.

THE HOLIDAY -- if its not because of Jude Law i will not dare to watch this film. at first i was so hesitant to see it coz it might be just another CHEEZZZY SWEETY MOVIES. but i was wrong. i love it. Kate Winslet's acting was superb. JUDE LAW IS THE LAW OF HOTNESS!!! i love english people. haaaaaaaaaar!

STOLEN -- a documentary about america's great painting collector, Isabelle Gardener. actually, its about finding those paintings that was stolen in Gardener's Museum. included in the stolens are the 3 Rembrandts and Vermeer's The Concert. The Concert as of this moment is still known as the most valuable stolen painting. god i wonder maybe those painting are sitting at the bottom of someone's bookshelf. holy cow!

FRAGILE -- crap. i hate it if the movie is about children, hospital and british accent. not that spooky but the idea of Calista Flockhart's bravery is crazy. walking all by yourself in an abandon part of an old children's hospital.

BABEL -- good movie. i'd rather watch films like this than those cheesy teen flicks. blah. thats all. Gael Garcia Bernal is my crush. japanese girls rock! haha! this one reminds me of CRASH which is also a nice movie.

WOLD TRADE CENTER -- ok. hail to the braves and heroes of the 9/11 tragedy.

DEPARTED -- entertaining! ive been dying to watch this before 'pa but i really don't have a time. genius genius. heeeee!

tinatamad na ako isa isahin. basta madami pa!

===

fiesta amazing!!!

bamboo manalac may bago kang kanta. tatsulok.

magdownload lang ako!

I WROTE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES???!! AHHH!

2007-01-15T18:22:00.000+08:00

just got home.

ill take a bath. fix myself. then off to my work.

wow.

haha.

nakakamatay ang ginagawa ko.

we have a new coach. masaya to.

---

"Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face
Have I been erased
Are you happy now "

2007-01-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

WORLD PYRO OLYMPICS... HOW COME... I DIDNT KNOW... SAYANG!

may next year pa ba?

last year i was there. it was fun. i love it. nahalungkat ko yung entry ko sa lumang blog. january 2. after my first entry for the year of 2006.

watda? isang taon na. bilis ha.

this was me a year ago.

===

my weekend shifts are now back to normal. loving it? maybe! NO CALL NO SALE kanina.

my shift went like this.

++ arrived 6:30pm. went to the the looney bay. saw charles hi hello.
++ went to the other side. it was filthy. wazzup with that? did a hurricane hit the floor?!! chaka!
++ i started pulling out my tools. itka. checked my team which i noticed only consist of two people. Divine and Sherry? where's the other people??!!
++ auto-in at exactly 7pm.
++ charles was asking me where should he stay. i was like what?? hes asking the station of the coach. stupid me. i said adjacent to my station. ang arte pa ng sagot.
++ charles was our coach for that shift. aaahh. coach, quality coach and workforce rolled into one. naks.
++ 7:02pm i was the first one who recieved a call. fm frequency setup. anak ng!
++ 7:09 i was already sitting on the floor. getting frustrated. peej and daddy gilbert was having the fun of their life laughing at me. my costumer cannot hear me. i cannot hear him. damn alot of statics.
++ 7:12 atlast the customer was already able to distiguished the difference between MENU AND SELECT button. I SAID MENU... M-E-N-U MENU BUTTON, SIR!!! hallelujah!
++ 7:20 i closed the call. no upselling. sigawan ang drama.
napagod ako.
++ no call for the next 20 minutes. petix ang team. saya.
++ charles was asking me who's ROLAND. he's absent. i was describing him... i had a hard time... "you know.. the guy... the gay... ay! the one who looks like...basta the one who was with me when i went to your place the other day.." we were laughing. he now remembers.
++ 8:45 i took my break. i went to mcdo strata
++ 8:52 i was back... that was fast sabi ni charles.
++ a couple of minutes after i auto in.. i recieved a call again wtf?!!
++ charles asked me what time is my lunch. i thought i heard him asked the team lunch. he said mine's. i answered i don't
have any idea. my blue pumpkin says 11:30pm-3:00am is TRAINING BREAK.where's the lunch there? charles was like
what? he went to my station and checked my sched. there he saw "wala nga!" the entire team walang lunch?
++ he and mg had to fixed the sked on the spot. WE HAD A FORCED LUNCH. before mandatory ot. now it was forced lunch. why?
7pm shift was asked to take their lunch at 9:30pm! what???! i just took my break charles... i dont like! haha that was
funny. nobody wants to take an early lunch. we were begging for couple of more minutes. kinukulit na kami ni mg na mag
AUX 3. next time there will be a forced log-out. haha.
++ went aux 3 when charles asked if im not yet going to take my lunch. nag aya. hello kaka kain ko lang. ikaw pa umubos ng fries ko. charles and i went to jobi. kumain siya. tumambay.wento. ayos ka pala. yey. yosi. balik sa floor.
++ 10:30-11:30 the team waiting for calls. long avail. january suddenly appeared out of nowhere. haaaar!!
++ 11:30-3:00 training. i noticed charles was tensed is it because of the team? TEAM EVO haha. eseh! we're nice. itold
you. youre nice too. you even bought us snacks. wow.
++ 3:00-3:15 i AUX 2. break. no more avails. its okey. 45 minutes more.
++ 4:00am i was out... no more ot. went outside. fresh air. wow.
++ went back to the bay. riza was there together with divine. checking something on the net? wento wento. then riza talked to coach william. then riza and i stayed until 8pm. talking to MR BROWN?? haha. riza! bye love you. mwawawawah! haha! kinilig akech! ang kulit!

NOW IM HOME!!

ayon lang. ang boring. talagang ikwento ba. haha.

==

havent talked to boots yet. my team mates.. mhen... wag nyo ako demonyohin. you know mahina ako sa ganyan. haha. delikado.

CRAZY SWEET BUT CAN SOMETIMES BE BITTER

2007-01-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

i was talking to a friend awhile ago and our conversation was about her friend's ex-boyfriend. she was saying how men can sometimes be insensitive and then suddenly my iTunes playlist in my pc (random mode) blasted the most and over the borderline crazy bitter song of all time.

haha. thats a nice cue.

i don't know what alanis morissette was thinking when she wrote this song. obviously she's broken but god only knows how mad she was.

LEGENDS:
blue - a bit bitter
green- really bitter
red - holly wow super bitter

YOU OUGHTA KNOW

I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother

Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her

Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

----

CORRECTION. hindi po ako ganyan kagalit. eksaherado ako kung ganyan ang galit ko. oa.

----

ang tanong galit pa ba ako?

if people would ask me the question.

HOW ARE YOU?

as much as i would want to slap their faces because for me that's most insensitive question i'll ever get especially now... but maybe they are really concern so i'll just give them my signature answer.

OKEY! HOW BOUT YOU?!!! *smile*

or

NOT OKEY

when asked why...

I'LL TELL YOU THAT LATER... IN LIFE!

*silence*

then it would go either i'll let the ear splitting silence remain in the air (happens seldomly) or try change the topic by dropping some crazy loud comments.

ha.

why am i saying all of this?

BECAUSE I JUST WANT ALL OF YOU TO KNOW AND TO UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS ME!!!

yesterday i had a row with a friend about this attitude that i already have ever since the world began. hehe.

kasalanan ko ba na hindi ko ugali ang ibulaslas sa sambayanang pilipinas ang nararamdaman ko?

PEACEFUL PHLEGMATIC nga eh.

what's wrong with me?? YOU TELL ME THAT!

of all people.. you should know how i deal with my life's issues. remember? blog? i don't talk. i write. sheez!!!

you say i always pretend like everything is okey. isnt that the right thing to do? rather than sulking why not just smile and smile and smile.

lagi na lang joke sakin kaya ang ibang tao joke na rin lang tingin sa akin? HELL I CARE! leche sila.

god.

right now the last thing i would want is to have a word war with ya all people because i myself is not even sure if my mind can still take another SHIT or if there's still enough space for such things.

one more and i might explode.

but hey i love you my friend.

salamat.

bear with me.

please.

==

GOD WHAT GOIN ON???!!!

BAKIT KAYO NAG SASABAY SABAY?!!!

UNANG BUWAN PA LANG NANG TAON!!!

utang na loob.

===

my team mates... mukhang may na offend last wednesday. concern bat ako absent. ang gago na naman ng sagot ko.

they don't have any idea.

i can't blame them.

MAGALING MAGALING MAGALING!!!

2007-01-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

laugh trip to. i havent touched our tv remote control in a while. today i decided to fill myself up with what's goin on sa media world. im currently watching DEAL OR NO DEAL.

haha!

ang sensible ng pinanuod ko para sa isang supposed to be media practioner na tulad ko.

ampoteeeek. sayang yung ang 4,000,000.00, girl!!! imagine you could use that to slap the face of your gagong ex-boyfriend.

haha!!!

then i saw the NEOZEP commercial. the one with the soap opera concept. that was DISASSSTTEEEEERRRR!

---

o my gaaaaaaaaah! i saw the trailer of Frank Miller's 300. i have a copy of the graphic novel. i love it. now im going to see the film and my goodness with all those jaw breaking effects... WOW. i'm excited. but then again this movie is ANOTHER novel adaptation and im telling you i have trauma sa mga novel turned into a motion picture. either their going to twist the storyline in a disgusting way or totally ruin the entire novel.

i've always wanted to create something like that. a movie or a graphic design na sobrang malupet. i wish i'm equipped enough to be able to pursue my dream careers.

hay buhay.

i want to study again.

---

speaking of television and media... this line of INCUBUS' TALK SHOWS ON MUTE has been on my mind for how many days... last song syndrome!

"Come one
Come all
Into 1984
Yeah, three, two, one
Lights, camera, transaction"

this song is based on George Orwell's 1984. that's what i heard. i remember reading that when i was in highschool. honestly, i no longer remember what that novel was all about. im not into those kind of stories... before. a vague memory of the story.. about a man who stands against his world/government. i dunno. that's it. but i would love to read it again.

sino may libro?

borrow please.

*TRIVIA: the concept of the BIG BROTHER (he's watching you) originated in that novel whose story is about totalitarian society headed by a omnipotent dictator who they called the BIG BROTHER.*

----

wag mo akong uratin sa nangyayari sa buhay mo okey??? pareho lang tayo. pinili mo yung snow doon ka na.

utang na loob.

...

...

*swoooze*
*thugs*

dee is now dead

=====

i wish i could be dead for just a month. parang naka timer lang. then when its time to wake up i'll gets some internal complication then the result would be AMNESIA.

drama. ang dami pang konsepto. haha.

before i would always say that the medical thingy in the ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND should be real.

none of us should endure those traumatic and bad emotions. pag panget itapon na. kalimutan. we have all the rights to be happy. not to suffer especially if you know that you don't deserve it.

now im wishing that it was real. a memory erasure wherein you can just choose which memory should be erased. with all the things that ive gone through... i would really love to undergo such treatment. bad thing is... in this world that im living in.. there no such such thing as memory erasure procedure or maybe it does exist. watdyatink?

arte mo diana... kumuha ka ng dos por dos... ask mo yung mga friends mo.. pahampas ka sa ulo. patantsa mo lang na na dein ka madededo.

haha. there you go. obvious na diskarel na naman ang utak ko. kung ano ano naman ang iniisip.

HELLO THIS IS THE REAL ME.

crazy girl.

===

i remember a proverb... this contradicts what im saying right now...

“He who can't endure the bad will not live to see the good.”

hey... nice... yey.

2007-01-11T09:03:00.000+08:00

wow. natatawa ako sa huling post ko. galit na galit. haha. ang sama eh.

announcement sa buong mundo ng katangahan.

wahahaha.

leche talaga.

ill delete that pag hindi na ako badtrip... kelan yun?? haha. pakingsheters.

dibale alam ko naman kung sino sino mga nakakarating sa blog ko. HELLO FRIENDS! i love you all!!

im still here in ortigas. im waiting for boots. confirmation na lang. yeah 15 days. 15 more days and im gone. i should have done this noon pa sana. now here i am aalis ng opisina na masama ang loob.

i tried my best to love this job. i really did. kaso i ended up loving the people na nakapaligid sakin. i guess they were the one that stops me to leave my job. i was always thinking of other people. the stats.. someone stats... i was never really happy. ngayon ko lang narealize.

but now those people na sobra kong iniisip... now sila na din ata ang dahilan ng pag alis ko.

saya diba?

wala naman problema kung sobrang ang baba ng sweldo basta alam masaya na ako... why not diba?

goodluck sa buhay.

weeeeeeeeeeeee. i wanna be happy!!!

*ang plastic ko noh?*

---------

EDIT
(time check... 9:43pm)

just got home from... errr... work... date... tambay... wutever! my god my body is already dying but my mind still so alive and awake. daig ko ba ang naka chongke nito eh.

si ryan kasi.. dapat uwi na ako kinulit pa ako. uy ma miss mo ko noh??!! haha. sira ka. siguro kung hindi ko lang alam ang tunay na kulay ng dugo mo isipin ko may gusto ka sakin. yuuuuuuuuuuuck!! haha. joke.

wag na uy. hehe.

si ryan ay ang aking personal shock absorber, smoke inhaler, food tripping & shopping partner, and a brother.

chenkyu to you my bro. infairness na appreciate ko naman ang effort na pasayahin akey this past few days. sorry minsan na pag bubuntungan kita ng sama ng loob.

oy umayos ka. wag kang gaya gaya ng konsepto. i know you love your job. kung tutuusin ikaw na ang topseller ng team dahil wala na si andrew. wag mo sayangin. wag mo iwanan ang team. not now. ngayon pa... bago team. ayos na lahat. mag mahalan tayo. mahal ko kayo lahat. haha.

wag kang mang agaw ng eksena! ako muna ang eexit. malaki kana. kaya mo na yan. drama ko to wag kang makisabay. haha.

take care.

peace.

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MAHAL KITA VICTOR BASA. ANG GWAPO MO. GOSH.

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nanuod ako ng movie kanina. para lang maka limot sa mga not so good internal issues ng aking buhay. sabi ko ayoko ng pa cute na movie. wala akong sa mood sa mga ganyan. at lalo yung nose bleeding na movie. dapat nga eragon. kaso parehong may mga saltik at kinda not in a good condition ang utak namin baka wala kami ma gets noon. dahil halos na panuod na namin ang mga magagandang entry ng mmff. sabi ko yung matatawa na lang ako. kaya ending SHAKE RATTLE AND ROLL.

infairness. dalawang beses ako napasigaw sa movie. doon sa 3rd part na. LRT? leche parang ayoko na ata sumakay ng LRT/MRT pag gabi. waaaah.

langya si ryan panay announce ng corni eh kaso panay sigaw naman. comedy talaga ang palabas. pati ang mga tao comedy. atleast yung part 3 ang nag redeem sa movie na supposed to be ay horror, right?

umaandar na naman ang pagka kritikong malupit ni dee. tsk tsk.

gawan ko kaya ng review.

dein na.

====

speaking of movie review... yung idol kong independent movie art director nakasabay ko sa elevator sa Wynsum nung lunes. kung hindi lang bad mood ako nung day na yoon nag pa autograph at picture na ako.

sayang.

na wirduhan siguro sakin dahil sinundan ko hanggang mcdo. haha. stalker ampu.

---

off ko na. muni muni na naman.

sayang training bond. ngayon ko lang naisip. langya.

ARE YOU LISTENING?

2007-01-05T12:47:00.003+08:00

sabi nga sa kanta ni avril lavigne

"So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel"

sa pagbabalik pano na?

problema lang yung nag sabing mag aantay siya... nag aantay pa ba?

patay tayo diyan.

sorry.

IKAW KASI EH.

pag balik mo goodluck na lang ha.

by the way, ingat ka.

*sigh*

==========

wag ka na umuwi.

malamig pa ba sa states?

==========

hate ko nga pala si avril lavigne.

haha.

labo.

==========

nung isang araw pa kami nag tatalo ni andrew. NAG PAPAKA MAN HATER MODE NA NAMAN AKO. sabi ko ang mga lalaki hanggat may paggkakataon at pwedeng mag gago ng babae mang gagago. sabi niya hindi daw. natawa lang ako kasi mayamaya lang may ginawa siya nasobrang na justify yung sinasabi ko.

ulol. anong konsensya? pero nagawa mo na. diba ganun naman yun diba? sa huli na makokonsensya tapos pagsisi mode na. pero nagawa mo pa rin. naka jackpot pa rin ng pag gago.

tapos kahapon nanuod kami ng pelikula ni mareng judy ann at ni ke pogipoging ryan agoncillo. haha. sobrang asar talo sakin si andrew dahil sa palabas na yon..

"ang mga lalaki kung hindi mang bababae eh mang lalalaki!!!"

ilab that scene nila gina pareno. ang lakas ng tawa ko sa sinehan dahil doon sa part na yon. ano andrew? errr... ryan? haha!

after ng movie... tahimik ako. si andrew din. haha. nag isip daw ba kaming dalawa. kinakabahan ang loko. wag kang kabahan. ilang araw pa lang naman.

pero sabi mo iba ka. hindi lahat ng lalaki ganoon..

PARANG AYAW KO MANIWALA... ikaw nag sabi eh. haha.

seryoso badtrip ako.

==========

walang ma ka-gets? wag nyo na intindihin. badtrip nga ako eh.

==========

PARA SA ISANG TAO DYAN,

EVERYTIME I SEE YOU ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO SCREAM AND PULL ALL MY HAIR OUT IN MY HEAD. IT EVEN CAME TO THE POINT THAT YOURE PRESENCE MADE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF. AND THERE YOU ARE WITHOUT EVEN THE SLIGHTEST IDEA ABOUT THE DILEMMA THAT I AM CURRENTLY GOING THROUGH. SO SAD. I SPENT MY CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR BURNING MY ASS IN THE OFFICE AND AT THE SAME TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW CAN I REDEEM MYSELF FROM THIS FREAKING HELL. HELL. I AM THE HELL. ME IS MY OWN HELL. HOW'S THAT? TALO KO PA ANG SCHIZOPHRENIC DAHIL SAYO.

I AM BLAMING MYSELF SA LAHAT NG NANGYARI. I WISH I CAN READ your MIND SO THAT I'LL BE ABLE TO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT ME OR IF YOU'RE THINKING ANYTHING ABOUT ME AND THIS WIERD SITUATION. I WANT TO KNOW, DUDE. HOW CAN I DO THAT WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU... HARAPAN? HONESTLY, I DONT THINK THAT I CAN STAND TO BE WITH YOU ALONE. SEEING YOU... BREAKS ME.

THERE'S PART OF ME WHOS DYING TO TALK TO YOU. GUSTO KO LANG ICLEAR ANG LAHAT. I DON WANNA GO TO WORK EVERYDAY WHILE KNOWING THAT SOMEONE ON THE SAME FLOOR HAVE SOMETHING ON ME. GALIT O SAMA NG LOOB. KASI HINDI NAMAN DAPAT.

AYOKONG ISIPIN MO NA GANUN LANG YON.

PERO THE OTHER PART OF ME IS ALSO SCARED TO KNOW AND HEAR WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO SAY.

WEEKS PASS BY WALA KANG NARINIG SAKIN. SIGURO PARA SAYO NAG GAGO LANG AKO.

SO WRONG. HINDI GANUN ANG UGALI KO.

MAY DAHILAN NG PANANAHIMIK KO.

KASALANAN MO YUN.

OR BAKA LANG.

MAYBE IT WAS MY FAULT DIN. HINDI RIN KASI AKO NAG TANONG.

TANGA DIBA?

ganito na lang siguro to. sorry. pero ako ba dapat ang mag sorry? nakakainis ka kasi. ayoko n ng ganito.

OR MAYBE IM JUST PARANOID. MAYBE WALA KA NAMAN INIISIP. WALANG INIISIP DAHIL PARA SAYO WALA LANG YON. ANAKNGTUPA. MAS GAGO KA PALA SAKIN PAG GANUN. SUMABAY PA SA NALAMAN KO SAYO.

SEE THATS WHY IM SO SCARED TO KNOW THE REAL DEAL.

*sniff*

=================

ha. like he's reading my blog. i know that he doesnt. hehe. omygod. ayoko na talaga ng ganitong buhay. hindi tuloy totally happy ang new year.

help me.

2007-01-01T17:06:00.000+08:00

toxic.

haggard.

patayan.

leche.

ooopss!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

bye 2006

haller 2007

amazing

i don't have any new year's resolution. wala naman ako nagagawa sa mga ganoon.

sa lahat ng mga tao na naging part nang aking life (yeeeee!) ang mga luma at baguhan. salamat.

bagong taon na naman. ano kayang meron??? antay na lang.

====

dibat sabi nila kung ano ang ginagawa, nararamdaman at kung asan ka sa bagong taon yun ka sa buong taon.

lagot.

asa office ako. na toxic lang. sobrang pamatay ang shift ko na yon. sooooobra.

habang ang mga kautawan ay nag didiwang sa pag salubong ng bagong taon... ang tatlong team na may shift ay hindi na makandaugaga sa pagsagot ng sadamakmak na tawag mula sa mga xm subscribers.

masaya ito.

====

agent : mr/ms. customer, turn on your radio and tune in to channel 0

customer: how do i go to channel 0?

agent: ... *@#$

ANO BANG TANONG YAN???

...

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ANDAMI KONG MGA ENTRY AT PICTURE NA NAKASAVE AT IPOPOST DITO. BUKAS NA LANG. PAPASOK NA AKO EH.

BIG NO SHOULD BE ENOUGH

2006-12-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

*I MADE THIS ENTRY AROUND 4:30 IN THE MORNING. I WAS TOO LAZY TO CONNECT TO THE INTERNET KAYA SINAVE KO MUNA SA NOTEPAD.*

ang sama ng panaginip ko kanina. ang sama. sama sama. sobra.

im hungry. shet. ang takaw takaw ko na. etong week na to wala akong ginawa kundi kumain ng kumain. partida hindi pa ako kumakain ng meat niyan ha.

bad influence ka ryan! haha. sobrang food tripper ka. ang takaw takaw mo. saan mo dinadala ang pagkain mo? bwiset.

hindi na ako didikit sayo. pag sinabi mong kumain tayo wala na akong nasasabi kundi ok. leche naman kaya siguro ang lakas mo bumenta ng radyo yung mga customer oo na lang sayo eh. hehe.

pag magkasama kami nito lahat ata ng pede namin kainan binibilihan namin. lahat ng aux break namin kain. bago pumasok kain. habang nag tatake ng calls sandamukal ang pag kain sa station. pag katapos ng shift kakain at bago lisanin ang ortigas kakain ulit.

ako naman daw bad influence ng Starbucks sa kanya. gago. nung isang araw sobrang kaadikan na rin sa Starbuck dahil sarado na yung sa baba ng Wynsum dumayo kami ng Metro Walk. goodluck naman pag dating doon sarado na rin kaya nauwi sa pag take out ng isang box ng white pizza at pasta sa Sicillian. pagkain na naman!

andami kong gustong kainin sa mga oras na to. pizza. tempura. kape. belgian waffle ng starbucks. tortang talong. tokwa. sopas. donut. aaaaaaaaah!

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kakain muna ako.

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(after 2 hours...)

hello im back.

ang saya dahil off ko. i don't want to go back to work anymore. promise. toxic na siya para sakin. with all those calls. ugh.

then i again i have to work. i need to... i guess.

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ano ng nangyari...

- may pasa ako sa right leg ko. clumsiness.

- nakausap ko siya. after 2 months kinausap ko na rin siya. uuwi daw siya. mag kita daw kami. bahala na. hinid naman masaya yoon. aalis din ulit. so whats the point?

- gusto kong mag pa tattoo. seryoso. nag pa henna ako sa office namin kahapon. pero gusto ko yung tunay. mag isip muna ako kung anong design.

- kelangan ko na palang kunin ang diploma ko. punta ako next week sa school.

- galit ata sakin si precious. hindi kasi ako na kasama sa kanila nung birthday ni dayner. sorry.

- naka apat na sup call ako sa nung last shift ko. yung dapat na pang lima na ayos ko kaso inabot ng isang oras. wagi.

- sa tuwing nakikita ko ang RESERVED sa avaya gusto ko ng hindi sagutin. alam na kasi kung ano yon. wala na akong pakelam sa sales. since sa world began wala naman talaga akong pake. lalo na ngayon. bagsak qa at aht. peste.

- ria hindi kita pinagtataguan. sira. mahal kita wag ganyan. hehe.

- nag SM kami nila coachy, andrew at ryan kahapon. ang arte nila coach. alam na ni ryan. nahiya pa kayo! hehe. manuod daw sila ng sine. sama daw kami. dein na. istorbo pa kami nila ryan pag nagkataon. haha. pumunta ng Bench sila coach at kami ni ryan pumunta sa Surplus Shop at binili ang YAEL'S JACKET. haha. nakita ko pa doon yung isang agent galing kay coach carlos kaso i dunno his name. tapos kumain kami ni ryan. again. ang takaw talaga. nag internet sa netopia. around 1pm bumalik ng wynsum para kunin ang gamit pero naisipan muna naming matulog. 3:30 umalis na kami. whataday! ok lang wala naman shift after.

- nakausap ko si karen. may date tayo bukas. hehe. excited. see you sa mata.

- wala pa akong regalo sa mga tao. tsk tsk.

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gaya nga ng sabi ng team mate ko...

SINCE CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER FAST APPROACHING.

(haha)

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!

SA SM MEGA NETOPIA KASAMA SI RYAN, THE MEGA EATER!

2006-12-21T12:00:00.000+08:00

THIS CRISTINE GIRL IS SO FUNNY!!!!! IDOL!!

my goodness best actress ka para sakin. i want to meet you. pinay na pinay. ang sakit na tiyan ko kakatawa dito kakahiya... haha. sobrang busog pa naman ako.

be syor to wer yor hapislip!

NITONG UMAGA LANG...

2006-12-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

sobrang nagising ako ng maaga dahil sa kadahilanang ang aking ama ay napagtripan ang aming audio system. akala niya ata asa bar siya kaya naka full blast ang volume. sanay na ako sa ganyan. pero usually nag vivideoke eto. pero kanina na windang ako dahil ang sounds na narinig ko na akala ko pa nga ay pananginip lang ay may linyang...

"O KAY BILIS NAMANG NAG LAHO NG PAG IBIG MO SINTA..."

napatayo ako bigla sa kama dahil akala ko nananaginip lang ako. sa dinami dami naman ng kanta yun pa ang bungad sa umaga ko at si ama ang nag papatugtog. bumaba ako at ayon nga si ama sumasabay pa sa kanta.

ha?

since when did you became a bamboo fan, father? last time i checked you abhor them because according to you Bamboo and his band (including other rock bands) are just bunch of drug addicts.

there you go.

i thought yun lang ang kanta pero after ng kisapmata sumunod ang NOYPI. huwaw. he also know the song. well well. nakakatawa.

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infairness i like the song. remind me of something. made me think of something right now...

KISAPMATA

Nitong umaga lang,
Pagka lambing-lambing
Ng iyong mga matang
Hayup kung tumingin.
Nitong umaga lang,
Pagka galing-galing
Ng iyong sumpang
walang aawat sa atin.

O kay bilis namang
Maglaho ng
Pag-ibig mo sinta,
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kanina'y naryan lang o ba't
Bigla namang nawala.
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.

Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka ganda-ganda
Ng pagkasabi mong
Sana'y tayo na nga.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka saya-saya
Ng buhay kong
Bigla na lamang nagiba

kani-kanina lang
pagkalambing lambing
kani-kanina lang
pagkagaling galing
kani-kanina lang
pagkaganda ganda
kani-kanina lang
pagkasaya-saya

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gusto ko rumakrak sa gigs.

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wala akong magawa... eto na lang. wag nyo ako pakelaman. trip ko to. bored ako.

SARBEY NO.1

1. anong ayos ng buhok mo ngayon?
>> nakatali.

2. kumusta na ang puso mo?
>> tumitibok pa naman.

3. may iniisip ka ba ngayon?
>> marami.

4. madali ka bang magalit?
>> sabi nila oo daw pero nag iinarte lang ako nun. sobrang haba ng pasensya ko. pero depende sa ikakagalit. =)

6. kelan ka huling nakakita ng ungoy?
>> ungoy. sa opisina namin maraming ungoy!

7. kelan ka huling uminom ng taho kasama mo tatay mo?
>> mahilig ako sa taho. pero never pa ako uminom kasama tatay ko. wtf? kelangan ba kasama?

8. anong huli mong ininom?
>> tubig

9. may plano ka ba sa feb14?
>> malay ko. tagal pa.

10. single? taken? o reserved?
>> mmm... unknown status.

11. kelan ka huling tumawa?
>> 3 minutes ago. may ka ym ako. haha.

12. madali ka bang maimpluwensyahan?
>> heeee... guilty minsan.

13. e may lakad ka ba mamaya?
>> meron. pupunta ako trabaho. haha. lakad ba yon?

14. may pinoproblema ka ba ngayon?
>> marami.

15. anong pinakagusto mong nabili last
week?
>> purple havaianas. yeeeeh!

16. anong mas gusto mo? Pera o bayong
>> pera tsong. no ba laman ng bayong?

17. mahilig ka bang tumakbo
>> minsan. mas masarap lumipad. adik!

18. anong huli mong napanood sa tv
>> video ni justin timberlake.

19. halata ba pag may problema ka?
>> minsan. ewan.

20. madali ka bang magpatawad?
>> oo naman. kaso hindi ako madaling makalimot.

21. malikot ka ba?
>> super.

22. anong mas gusto mo? single na like mo plang o taken na mahal mo na?
>> hello malamang sa single na.

23. may crush ka ba ngayon?
>> CRUSH! MUSTA??? haha.

24. ilan ang sim mo?
>> tatlo. 2 smart at isang globe.

25. sino madalas mong katext?
>> marami.

26. anong pinapakinggan mo ngayon
>> white noise. yung electric fan.

28. san ka makikita this sunday?
>> sa wynsum sa may ortigas.

29. may curfew ka ba?
>> alaws.

30. anong pinagkakaabalahan mo ngayon?
>> sumagot ng walang wentang survey na to.

SARBEY NO.2

01.What made you smile today?
- i recieved a very nice text from a friend.

02.Do you know that to love is also "to let go"?
- i agree. yung iba aya mag let go. o di wag kayo mag mahal para walang let go let go pag nagkalabolabo na. bitter! haha.

03.Are you in love?
- yes i am! im always inlove. i love life. haha.

04.Are you in a relationship?
- nah.

05.Do you love your best friends?
- yup super!

06.What song are you listening to?
- wala nga eh.

07.What is your favorite song for the moment?
- boom tarat. haha.

08.What are your biggest fears?
- being alone.

09.Write down ONE of your most important friend:
- bakit one lang? KARENRIAALANLIX. pota maipilit na isa lang. haha

10.Do you have ex?
- ex? exman? exray? haha. watsdat?

11.Do you like to watch sunset with your lover?
- oohhh i love sunset. masaya yun pag kasama si "LOVER". nyahaha!

12.What is your favorite book?
- madami.

13.Do you think gay-marriage is disgusting
- BIG FAT NO!!!

14.Have you ever loved your own bestfriend?
- hindi pa naman.

15.Do you think break-ups suck?
- it sucks bigtime. diba? crayola galore. then tawa na lang after. sus. helloooooooo!

16.Tell me a few important things about yourself:
- there's nothing important about myself. ha.

17.Do you think Brad Pitt is sexy?
- okey lang.

18.What about Jessica Simpson?
- sexy kaso SHE'S A REAL S____ BLONDE GIRL. sorry!

19.Are you bored?
- oo naman kaya nga nagsasagot ako eh.

20.Do you wanna go back to the past?
- anong past? madami akong gusto balikan at ayusin. IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK TIME. maraming bagay na nagawa at nasabi. kaso ganyan ang buhay ang nakaraan ay nakaraan. langya.

21.Do you have friends from the opposite sex? Are they good ?
- meron. oo naman.

22.Name them!
- ayaw. haha.

23.What colors do you like?
- GREEN GREEN AT BERDE. purple na rin.

24.Do you like to drink beer until you get drunk?
- i do drink beer at mas madalas mabilis ang tama ko dito.

25.Do you like to drive all by yourself in the middle of the night?
- wala akong kotse.

26.Do you have important things to say to someone ?
- aahh.. i guess oo. tsk. pano daw ba sasabihin?

27.Do you think guys who cheat on their girlfriends can be forgiven?
- nope. i hate guys who cheat on their girlfriends. hate assholes.

28.Do you hate your mother?
- hate and love.

29.Are you a family person?
- di masyado.

30.Are you sleepy now?
- hindi nga ako makatulog diba?!!!

31.If you have a chance to say "i miss u", who would that be ?
- si ano. si ano at si ano. mga friends ko.

32.Do you think math is interesting
- HELL NO!!!

33.Are you selfish ?
- HINDI. patayin ko mag sasabi sakin nyan.

34.See, if your brother is gay and your sister is a lesbian,will you be mad ?
- ofcourse not. mamahalin ko sila maging sino man sila. ano daw?

35.When you listen to romantic songs, is there anyone that sticks to your mind ?
- yuck. pero oo din.

SARBEY NO.3

1. Start Time:
--> 9:24am
2. Name:
--> Diana
3. Nickname:
--> Dee
4. Astrology sign:
--> Leo
5. Gender:
--> female.
7. Hair color:
--> Black
8. Eye color:
--> Black
10. Favorite colors:
--> Green
11. Glasses:
--> wala
13. tattoos:
--> none. but planning to have.
14. Birthplace:
--> Bicol
15. Area code:
-->1410
16. Siblings:
--> 2
******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. cut your own hair?
--> yep. i was so frustrated i cut it using an old scissor
18. Done something in the past month that you regret?
--> yes i think i did. a lot. sa buhay. sa mga tao.
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to?
--> uh-huh.
21. Skipped schooL ?
--> yup.
22. Bungee jumped?
--> i want to.
24. Punched someone?
--> YES!!! i love it. bad girl.
25. Cheated on someone?
--> no never.
26. Been arrested?
--> Not yet
27. Broken into someones house?
--> nope
30. Been rejected?
--> what kind of rejection? be specific!
31. Been to a funeral?
--> yup.
32. Used a lighter?
--> yes. am a former arsonist. haha.
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season:
--> rainy
36. Ice cream flavor:
--> mango
37. School subject(s)
--> Literature and Photography
38. Candy:
--> white rabbit.
39. Breakfst:
--> oatmeal
41. Book(s):
--> a lot.
42. Movie(s):
--> eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
43. Song(s):
--> rock and reggae
44. Sport to watch on TV:
--> badminton
50. Letter(s):
--> D/B/A/S/M haha. dami noh?
51. Favorite fast food restaurant:
--> fastfood? dami. go for japanese and italian resto.
52. Disney Princess:
--> Ariel
53. TV station?
--> mtv
54. Name for a son:
--> nathan
55. Name for a daughter:
--> ashley
******DO YOU PREFER*****
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?
--> vanilla
57. Alcoholic or non?
--> alcoholic.
58. relationships or one night stands?
--> one nigt stands?????? joke! takot sa relationship? haha! seriously ofcourse relationship no.
60. Scary movies or comedies?
--> pareho.
61. Short or long hair?
--> long hair
62. Croutons or bacon bits?
--> croutons.
******FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND******
64. Mexicans in general:
--> telenovelas
65. School:
--> LYCEUM
66. Grass:
--> green
67. Cow:
--> PETA2.COM
68. Canada:
--> snow snow and alot of snow.
69. Mouse:
--> cheese.
70. Hand:
--> ring
******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?
--> nope. and i want to watch movie. hehe. ryan?
72. Talked on the phone?
--> yep.
73. Cried?
--> nope.
74. Choked?
--> huh? no
75. Drank a glass of water?
--> oo naman.
76. Done Drugs?
--> Nope
77. Read a book or magazine?
--> yes. life of pi. love it.
78. Watched TV?
--> yes. just to check the news.
79. Looked in the mirror?
--> yes.
80. Taken a shower?
--> syempers!!!
81. Taken a picture?
--> yup
82. Listened to music?
--> yes.
83. Kissed someone?
--> ah yeah. i kissed a friend yesterday. goodbye kiss. hehe. safe answer.
84. Told someone you liked them?
--> aahh. i was talking to a friend the other day and i told him that i like him so much i wanna kill him. hi kurt! haha!
85. end time:
--> 9:32am

10 MORE DAYS YOU KNOW!

2006-12-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

pasko na? wala ako madama. buhay. *sigh*

bukas simbang gabi. well hindi naman ako nag sisimba so wala lang nasabi ko lang. gusto ko ng bibingka. tama sobrang hindi pa ako nakakain nun mula ng dumating ang panahon ng kapaskohan. hmmm...

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mag kwento lang ako ng mga happenings sa buhay.

teka last wed-thurs shift ko potek late ako dumating dahil after ko tumambay CL dumeretso ako sa bahay na kaibigan at nag pakasabog. nakalimot ako na may shift ata kaya super text kay coach at kay ryan na one hour akong late.

pag dating ko ang mga tao tanong agad.

"DEE SABI NA RYAN NAG MALATE KA DAW?!!"

huwaaaaaaat?

coach pette told me that ryan announced in the team during the pre-shift that im in malate . buti na lang nakausap ko si coach pette kung hindi putek maling impormasyon yon. haha.

tanga ko din kasi ang text ko kay ryan ay MALATE ME na dapat ay ma llate me. kamamdali kasi.

so basically pumasok na naman ako ng onting sabog at walang tulog at all. palakpak sakin. buti day off ko na.

after ng shift na tulog muna kami nila neil at ryan sa sleeping pantry haha. labo. an hour after ng pagkakatulog katabi ni niel at ang starbucks kong kape (ano daw? sabog na ako kasi) andrew woke me up dahil kakain daw kami sa mcdo. yeeeeee. opening ng MCDONALDS Strata100. ang adik namin ni hermie dahil sinungaban agad ang mga freebies/cards. haha. nakita namin si Aubrey Miles. sheez. ang panalo maraming gwapong crew sa McDonalds. hehe. ang landi landi. kahit wala akong kinakain sa mcdo masyado asahan na madalas akong tambay doon.

may nag picture samin doon na photographer. sabi ni coach mag wawala siya pag nakita nya yon sa newspaper. why not? haha.

then i said goodbye na kina andrew at bumalik sa 12th floor. muli ako ay natulog ulit. pero sandali na ako nakatulog. went to my station to fix na my things. then nagising na si ryan. gutom na gutom ang ate mo kaya kinain yung yung tinake out ko sa mcdo. tapos we did the 'floor walking." gutom pa ang ryan at since ang sarap pa ng tulog ni niel lumabas muna kami at kumain ULIT si ryan sa basement.

after kumain pag balik sa taas wala na si niel. stay muna kami sa bay for an hour or so waiting for niel's text dahil pupunta nga ng cubao. kwento kwento ng buhay. haaaaaaa... may nalaman ako kay ryan!!!

went to st.francis square para kitaain si niel na nag paayos pala ng phone. tapos dumeretso sa SM Megamall. went to Toy Kingdom dahil si niel ay mahilig sa may mga toy figurines?? shet i dunno tawag doon basta yung mga laruan na libo libo ang halaga pero dinedesplay lang. so habang busy siya mag sight seeing noon. nag pakabata muna kami ni ryan at inikot ang buong store at nag laro ng nag laro. ang saya. promise nag enjoynes to the maximum level. gusto ko nung rubber duckie. haha. aylavet. sayang wala ako phone/camera kaya walang tuloy pictures. ka adikan talaga.

so ikot ikot muna ng isang oras. muntikan pang kumain ulit kaso busog pa kami. gusto pa rin mag laro ng mga games sa world of fun.. ewan.

sakay ng bus. bumaba ang dalawa sa cubao dahil... may date??? hehe. tulog ako sa bus. nakarating ng bahay almost 5pm. nag tootbrush at nag ayos. diretso sa kama. eto ngayon... kakagising lang. haha. halos buong araw akong tulog. langya. ikaw ba naman walang tulog two days straight na may alcohol ang katawan. musta naman yon?

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ngayon gutom ako.

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OY KRISPY KREME IS HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES!!! YEHEY!!!!!

adik ako sa Gonuts Donuts pero andito na ang original. saraaaaaaaaaaaaap!!!

gutom na talaga ako.

gonuts donuts... yummy vanilla...pastillas de leche... waaaaaah!

feed me!

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SKANKS SHOULD ALL GO TO HELL. YOU SHOULD GO TO HELL, ASSHOLE.

2006-12-15T14:10:00.000+08:00

mean title? sorry. badtrip kasi eh.

alam mo na kung sino ka. buwiset.

KISSING OUR ASSES WONT DO ANYTHING GOOD.

that was the last... final straw. screw you. you blew it big time.

anakkanghudaswagkangmagpakitasaminbakasamainkatanginakasanatamaankangkidlatat

AMBISHOWOOOOSSSSS!!!!

2006-12-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

goodness gracious. kararating ko lang galing trabaho. alas 6 ng umaga tapos ng shift ko. mayang 6pm kelangan andun na ulit ako dahil tutulungan ko si paul mag ayos ng bay. papasok ako ng walang tulog. kahapon 2 oras lang tulog ko. ngayon wala.

mahusay yan.

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anung nangyari? anak ng pusa naman o!!!!!!!!!!

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peborit ko etong kantang eto. narinig ko sa XMRO kanina. tagal ko na di to narinig. namiss ko ata.

CRIMINAL
fiona apple

I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl will break a boy just because she can

Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep living this day like the next will never come

Oh help me but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself of all these lies 'till I'm good enough for him
I've got a lot to lose and I'm bettin' high so I'm begging you
Before it ends just tell me where to begin

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say the devil wants to know

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feeling like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

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and another peyborit song of mine na paulit ulit din sa XMRO which i really don't mind because I HEART the FALL OUT BOYS. madalas ka-duet si andrew sa pag kanta sa bay. hanep!

Sugar We're Going Down

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

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ano ulit nangyari...??? sinapian ata ng kung ano mang ispirito. gawd.

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wala ako maisip na matino. kasi hindi ako matino ngayon. at hindi na din ata matino ang nangyayari sa paligid ko.

tulog lang to. tama matulog ka, dee. heee...

maliligo na ako. alis na ako.

bye.

SEE MY TRUE COLOR?

2006-12-02T07:59:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING WORLD!

gising na gising ulit ako. eto mahirap pag off ko. tulog sa umaga gising madaling araw.

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a friend posted this on friendster bulletin.

why not spread the word.

CAMPAIGN FOR REAL BEAUTY

self-esteem daw. but the tvc is so true... right?

WE ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL. PERIOD.

with or without the power of Adobe Photoshop.

here's another one. gandaaah. cute girls.

"EVERY GIRL DESERVES TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT HERSELF AND SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE REALLY IS"

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SUMORBEY AGAIN

1.Honestly, what color is your bra/or
boxers?
- off white... hehe!

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
- what cp to buy... nokia or motorola. haha.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right
now?
- typing my answer for this question.. duh!

4. Honestly, have you done something
bad today?
- nope. i have been nothing but a nice girl... only for today!

5. Honestly, do you watch disney
channel?
-ofcourse!

6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone
right now?
- heeeee... yuh.

7. Honestly, what makes you happy most
of the time?
- pag lahat ng tao sa paligid ko masaya.

8. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
- nope.

9. Honestly, do you want to see someone
this very minute?
- MALAKING OO!!

10. Honestly, when's the last time you
had taco bell?
- i dunno. cant remember.

11. Honestly, are you in denial?
- denial of what? depende kung ano... LOVE? i guess..

12. Honestly, where would you rather be
right now?
- in a place where i can be free.

13. Honestly, do you like someone?
- ok... oo na.

**DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY**

*ANGER SECTION*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
* iiyak. tapos tatawa. mag papakasabog.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were
mad?
* im not sure. i think never pa... i think so.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
* i try not to...

*CRYING SECTION*

1. When was the last time you REALLY
cried your heart out?
* o gawd... i don't want to remember that.. around september!

2. When was the last time you cried
yourself to sleep?
* last week...

3. Do you still cry when you get hurt?
* hell yeah. tao ako... may emotion. hindi bato.

4. What usually makes you cry?
- when im super mad. iyak lang ng iyak. tapos tawa na.

*HAPPY SECTION*

1. Are you usually a happy person?
* happy outside... not so happy inside. HAPPY! IWANNA BE HAPPY!

2. Who can make you happy?
* lahat ng taong mahal ko at mahal ako.

3. Does being with your friends make
you happy?
* sobra.

*SELF-ESTEEM SECTION*

1. Do you believe in yourself?
* i dont. promise.BUT BECAUSE OF THIS ENTRY I GUESS I SHOULD START BELIEVING, NOH?

2. When people say they think you are
good looking/pretty, what do you
do/say?
* huh? *deadma mode*

10 + 10 = BATUTEN

2006-11-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

my title has nothing to do with my entry. i just heard it from a kid yesterday. i was like ... SHIII THAT WAS SO SO 90's!!!

my childhood days = lame games.

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i'm currently reading this book. im loving it. a lot of simple subject-verb-object sentence pattern. christopher's 4 yellow cars as BLACK DAY reminds me of the 3 nights straight no stars in the sky bad luck day. funny story but it made me understand the world of christopher and those who are also like him.

but the thing is christopher likes math. the story has a lot math thingy. i dont like math.

okey enough of me hating math. but i think im starting to like PRIME NUMBERS. haha.

im starting to sound.. or... errr... write like christopher. teheee.

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time check! 11:10 am. im supposed to be sleeping,right? wala pa akong matinong tulog for the past 4 days. i am going to get myself killed if i keep on doing this. leche.

"LANGYA DIANA SALASALAN BAKIT DI KAYA SAKSAKIN MO NA SARILI MO O KAYA UMINOM KA NA NG LASON PARA TULUYAN KA NA MACHUGI TUTAL HALOS YAN NA DIN ANG TUNGO MO SA GINAGAWA MO SA SARILI MO... mahal kita umayos ka!" -- isang kaibigan.

alavet.

insanity dee. insanity.

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speaking of insanity. the reason i was able to keep myself sane for the past years was.... lemme see...

friends, theater arts, loads of school projects / extra-curricular activities (i know thats wierd but believe me i am a masochist. i like school pressure.), media arts, coffee and INTRAMUROS.

so now that im no longer a student and has no more LIFE because of my horrible shift.... now no more.. uh...

THEATER ARTS (my org... pag tumatakas sa kabwisitan sa buhay.. eto ang tambayan)
FRIENDS (im talking about my bestfriends, orgmates, crazy blockmates, etc)
SCHOOL PROJECTS/EXTRA CURRICULAR (events. productions. shooting. rehearsals. waaaah)
MEDIA ARTS (photography at photoshop. langya nakalimutan ko na na pag aralan ko)
INTRAMUROS (i love u. chamber of secrets...)

so what's left? coffee? coffee make me sane. oh shit that's nice.

no wonder why im feeling like a crap now.

sheez.

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KAREN... MANUOD TAYO NG HAPPY FEET. SIGE NA. GUSTO KO MANUOD NG SINE.

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saturday and sunday shifts are NCNS(no call no sale) for the agents of XM in CL MANILA. especially for my team.my team's shift start 7pm (so eastern time thats 7am but because of dst its only 6am). we'll start getting calls around 11-12am. there are days that some of us will only get 14-16 calls for the entire shift. this is the kaloka part... some of those calls are 15-20 mins long with no sales at all... heeeee... nyeta.

now i noticed that my ahts dead during these days. pota. then i get wierd customers/calls and when i say wierd i mean super wierd.

what the f? i thought i dont care about my stats? hala. tsk.

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XMAS IS COMING. REGALO. I HAVE A WISH LIST.

BUT NOW I WANT TO HAVE A COLORING BOOK. haha. wierd.

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SARVEY ZEIZ!

1. DREAM NAME:
- JOEY!! haha

2. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN
LIFE?
- air? oxygen? i guess. hehe

3. CURRENT CELLPHONE RINGTONE:
- i dunno

4. FAVORITE PLACE IN THE MALL:
- supermarket or a bookstore. cinema na din.

5. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:
- pag-ibig. best and worst actually

6. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU
WAKE UP IN THE MORNING:
- im trying to remember my dreams. hehe

7. MOST EMBARASSING CD IN YOUR
COLLECTION:
- spongecola

8. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
- ashley. nathan.

9. FAVORITE BAD GUY:
- collin farrell.

10. BY CHOICE, A TIME MACHINE WILL TAKE
YOU WHEN AND WHERE?
- naia. around september of this year. huhu.

12. IF YOUR PRESENT G/B FRIEND SUDDENLY
BECAME YOUR EX?
- what? should i be happy? how bout the other way around. ex become gf/bf? harhar!

13. TV SHOWS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH?
- dami.

14. ESTIMATED NUMBER OF TIMES YOU EVER
PUKED FROM ALCOHOL:
- once. i dont puke. black out na ako para sumuka

15. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS?
- hugs and kisses. world peace. love. corniii!

16. WHAT'S GONNA BE YOUR WEDDING
SONG?
- i dont have any in my mind right now.

17. DESCRIBE YOUR TYPICAL SATURDAY
NIGHT IN VIVID DETAIL:
- okey. doing the opening spiel "WELCOME TO THE XM NATION BLAH BLAH" then pulling out the accounts of those americans who want to get their radios activated/refreshed/cancelled... upselling... burning my ass for straight 8 hours waiting for a call to come in to that frigging avaya phone only for me to get insulted by some irate americans who doesnt know how to read bills or operate their radios. in short i am working as a call girl. i have a shift. it sucks.

18. WHAT SONG ALWAYS GETS YOU IN A
ROMANTIC MOOD?
- a lot.

19.YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER YOU WANT TO
RECEIVED FROM YOUR GF/BF?
- one pink rose or a tulip.

OMIGOD THEY KILLED KENNY!

2006-11-22T12:49:00.000+08:00

shit meyn i miss south park. wohooo.

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after 2 weeks of spending half of my salary and suffering from water dehydration because of too much intake of caffeine, i am now a proud wierdo owner of the Limited Edition Starbucks 2007 Planner.

hhaha! alavet.

geez with my handwriting... parang ayaw ko tuloy sulatan.

well hello hello aside from having a planner eh my name will be included in the 2007 list of donors for UNICEF SparkHope. see... nice diba?

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TAE NAMAN OH!

wala lang.

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bakit ganun... pag andyan... ayaw mo... pag wala na... gusto mo na... labo...

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i want to study again. grabeh. miss ko yung mag bayad ng P6 sa jeep dahil may student id pa ako. stressful.. pamatay... pero masaya.

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HOLD ON DAW... I CANNOT NA... I'M TRYING TO... GUDLUK.

WAZZUP KETZUP?!

2006-11-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

ha! i soooo miss blogging. sorry for not updating. wala na akong oras. lagi akong tulog.

sobrang ka stressan ang linggo na 'to. both sa trabaho at sa buhay buhay. ano na bang nangyayari sa mundong ibabaw?

wala naman akong ma kwento bukod sa nakaka urat kong trabaho. ano nga ba... hmmm... ALAWS TALAGA.

naka isang buwan na ako sa floor. halos 3months din sa CL. imaginin mo nga... haha.

saya.

pero hindi rin...

labo.

tssssssssss...

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DEVINE ALAM KO BINABASA MO TO... SORRY... BOUT DUN SA SM MEGA... AWAYIN MO SI STAR WAG AKO... HEHE... SORRY TALAGA... :(

ALABSHU... PEACE!!!!

SINONG SIKAT?!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-20T01:47:00.000+08:00

presenting

"THE NEXT RX RADIO IDOL"

KAREN RUSIANA

yeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

congrats tol! eto na to.

sa mga tao... makinig kayo friday 8pm.

VOTE VOTE!!!

miss na kita kaibigan.

"much better when you're intoxicated"

2006-10-07T03:25:00.000+08:00

labo nung huli kong entry, sorry.

kwento na ako ng mga nangyari nang mga nagdaang linggo.

AWOL NA SANA EH!

nasa production floor na ako. halos dalawang linggo na. first day ko muntikan na akong NCNS. actually mag AWOL na talaga ako dahil decided na ako na hindi pumasok. nung araw na yun pumapartey/dumadrama ako sa bahay ng friend ko sa San Juan. sunday yun... then umuwi ako ng bahay para kumuha ng gamit. pag dating bahay ayon na nga at isang tawag mula sa Coach ko. wala daw ba akong balak pumasok? may shift kasi ako ng 8pm pag sunday. she told me she'll wait for me until 12. i said OK para matapos na. pero la pa rin talaga ako balak pumasok.

i went back to San Juan. i recieved a text from two people... Brian and Star Mars. i ignored the text from brian... i hate you! ha!

si Star ang tanda was asking for my landline. i guess he want to talk about me not coming to work anymore. i told him na kahit tumawag siya wala ako sa bahay. that time hilo na ako dahil sa alcohol. he knows kung ano ang nangyayari dahil isa sya sa mga andun nung kausapin ako ni Richard dahil sa resignation. siya din ang isa sa mga maliligalig na nag sasabi na wag na ako mag resign... hehe.

he was asking asan ako. i remember telling him... "sa lugar kung saan maraming stars at happy people." ayon tinadtad na ako ng text mapilit lang na pumasok na ako... hahaha. suweeeeeeet!

last text i recieved from him around 11:30. he told me na itext ko daw siya kung anong mangyari and if hindi siya makarecieve ng text after 12 assume niya na asa work na ako. aba... okey diba!

infairness na touch-ed ako kay Star sobra... nawala ang pagiging bully sa panandaliang oras... naging sweeet.

tae ayaw mo lang ako mawala dahil wala na ka nang mabubully...haha!

12:00 my friends at San Juan told me that i should go.. come to work. i went outside... for 2 weeks walang stars sa kalawakan... pero nung time na yon... there merong dalawang maliit na kumikislap sa langit... STARS!!! yey. pero hindi din sila ang dahilan... tumawag pala ulit si coach.
naisip ko sobra na akong importante.

kaya ayon... gumo na ako. humanap ng taxi at 15minutes later nag login na ako. haha. yeah straight from inuman at iyakan. nag take ako ng calls 5hours straight dahil forfeited na ang mga breaks ko.

Coach.. San Juan peeps... the 3 stars... 2 stars in the sky... Star Mars... dahil sanyo araw araw pa rin akong pressured... chos!!! ahaha. saya!

after shift got home aroung 6am. hindi ako makatulog. 9am recieved a text from Star. hour later tumawag na siya sa bahay. ay poteeek. balik sa normal na bully. ang saya dahil hindi ako nawala may mabubully pa rin. tsk. buhay.

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PRODUCTION FLOOR??? WHA?!

i don't know what's happening to me... nawala ang DEE POWER! walang motivation.

ang puso masakit. paano ang sales? ewan. mahirap talaga pag ayaw na at ipinipilit na lang.

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BABALA: BAGYO AT ALAK... DELIKADO!

PART 1...

thursday... after ng shift punta dapat ako San Juan kaso ang lakas ng ulan so na stucked ako sa Wynsum. Naaya ako ni Andrew (Coach... haha) na uminom sa Atchies. nilibre ako nakakahiya dahil sobrang may time limit ako kasi sabi ko 8am ang tapos ng shift ng mga kasabay ko. 8:30 bumalik kami ng 12th floor at etong sina Emily at Star ay may post shift meeting pa pala. ba yan!

9:30 lumabas na kami. kumain muna sila. imbis na umuwi na... etong sina Star at Jem ang nag laro pa ng computer games. gash. so inantay pa namin sa jolibee. grabeh ang lakas ng ulan. bago mag 12 nakasakay na kami sa tsikot ni Jem at nag papaba ako sa munoz at hindi ko alam kung san niya hinatid sina Em at Star. tumambay muna ako jobi ulit dahil alam kong hindi kaya ng powers ko ang labanan ang galit na galit na hangin at ulan. 2pm asa bahay na ako. sumakit ang ulo ko. hindi ko alam kung dahil sa bagyo o san mig... buti na lang off ko ng araw na yun.

PART 2... scary part

friday palang ng gabi nakainom na ako... katext ko si mark na sabihin sakin ang time ng kitaan kinaumagahan dahil may inuman session pag saturday ang Team Sports. antayin ko daw text niya. ako lang kasi ang walang shift noon. off ko pag thursday at friday.

pauwi ako ng house 12am ng maisipan kong dumaan ng San Juan at 1pm pabalik ay dumaan na ako ng Wynsum para tanungin si Mark kung anong time ang kitaan.

ang pag lalakad ko ng 1:30am sa ortigas ay parang isang pag lalakad sa madilim na jungle. makikita mo ang mga nag tumbahang puno at mga basura na nakakalat sa dating malilinis na kalsada ng Emerald Ave. ang dilim. pag dating sa Wynsum nalaman na suspended na ang trabaho dahil walang kuryente. hala.

So ang nangyari... 2am dumeretso kami Metro Walk at start na ng inuman galore kasama lahat ng XM agents na may shift nung araw na yon.

fast forward...

around 5am HINDI NA AKO NORMAL. haha. Star was sitted beside me who that time was bugging me to tell him the problem... Sa kabila naman ay si Lorraine na sobrang worried na kaya nung isang beses na tumayo ako at pumunta sa CR ay sumunod siya at doon nahuli ako... ngumngawa na. sabi ko lang... "NAH IT MUST BE THE ALCOHOL, PROMISE.. *SNIFF*"

i am sure that everyone in that room knows na hind na ako ok.

honestly wala ako matandaan... as in black out... ang huli kong natandaan sumandal ako sa pader at napaupo kaya tinayo ako ni Rio.

and then... i did something na hanggang ngayon hindi ko lubos maisip kung pano nangyari... haaaaar!

oy hindi naman ako nag sasayaw doon.. actually hindi nga ako gumalaw... ata..

basta eto na lang...

Si Star ay isang magandang halimbawa ng...

a shoulder you can lean on when you are blacked out due to excessive problems or alcohol!

hahaha!

ako ba ang nag take advantage o ikaw??!! joke!

( i saw some stolen pictures. omygaaaaaah. that cant be... please people delete them. and yeah hindi kami mag syota! waaaaaah)

naging ok na ako mga 7am... nakahinga na at nahanginan. ang mga ngiti ng mga tao... wha??!

"uy mag syota pala kayo..."

poteeeeeeek! huwaaaaaat? sino? nino?!!! pero deadma lang.. dahil wala pa talaga nag sink in sakin.

8:30 lumipat kami ng bar. again start na ng inuman. gago na ako kung gago pero uminom ulit ako.. this time coctail drinks na at 2 beers. balik amats. nag drama session kami ni mark.. "maswerte ka parin dahil ang lapit ng sayo"

12:30 umuwi kami.. may nag presentang ihatid ako dahil lahat sila nag iisip na hindi ako makakauwi mag isa. ang malupit pa may shift ako ng 6pm. susuraysuray.

sabi ko kaya ko.

kinaya ko.

asa bahay ako mga 2pm. naligo at kumain. na realize na lahat ng sinabi at nagawa sa nakalipas na oras. tinext ang mga tao. nakakahiya.

pag pasok. may mga panunukso at mga concern kung ok ako.

okey ako. nakabenta pa nga ako eh.

haha!.

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gusto kong sumaya. yung talagang masaya. kelan ba?

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wanna see the kaaningans????
PICTURES HERE

i almost got drown becoz of the shiznits

2006-10-06T12:07:00.000+08:00

ok. no more alcohol or beer for the next two weeks. nasobrahan na ang katawan ko.

marami na akong nasabi at nagawa. wag nang dadagdagan.

salamat.

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"pikit mata kong inaalay buwan at araw pati pa sapatos kong suot..."

FALLING CAN BE SWEET AND SCARY AT THE SAME TIME...

2006-09-24T06:43:00.000+08:00

my previous post was made last thursday. wala lang connection kaya now lang na post.

yesterday i told my Coach about my plan of leaving the company. crying mode ako kahapon sa trabaho. buti na lang hindi kami nag take ng calls.

actually i have no plan of telling it to Coach Lori kaso nung after ng shift ko nung thursday-friday nakita niya ako umiiyak. then shift ko nung friday sobrang late ako kasi talagang wala ng akong gana buti na lang at asakin yung susi nung locker at alam ko may lockermate ako. during my break she talked to me... again iyak na naman ako. maya't maya ata asa washroom ako kasi naman yung mga tao pinaiiyak na ako. haha. corni.

after awarding ceremony dahil tapos na ang training namin. She called me again and told me na kelangan makita niya ako ng Monday. hindi ako makasagot.

after ako umuwi nag karoon ng Heart to Heart talk with the Manager. Richard was convincing me to atleast give it a try... told me alot of stories para lang maconvince ako. okey i said i'll give it a try... no choice. shocks umabot pa sa bossing ko diba?!

then my shift schedule was changed. from 1am-10pm to 8pm-5pm. pati ng team... now i'll be under Coach Pette... whaaaaa? lalo ako natakot.

pag labas ng conference room/aquarium hala sinalubong ako ng sambayanang xm para mag tanong lang ng "WHAT HAPPENED?" ako naman hindi agad makasagot dahil maga pa ang mata.

petix muna habang inaantay si Coach Lori. i think dapat pati si Star kasi may laro sila CS kaso ang tagal kaya nauna na kami. Magkakasama kami nila Coach Lori, Mark, Gel at Emily umuwi pero kumain muna kami sa Hap Chang dahil gutom na kami.

ang saya kasama ng mga tao... sila na lang ang rason...

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MORE PICTURES!!!!! YEBAAAAAAAA!

I MISS THE TRAINING!!!!!!!!!

divine, me, star, coach lori and rio @ the pantry during lunch

rio, me, meanne and divine during break.

daddy leo, daddy mike, ej, aaron and star mars . boy band... hahaha!
errr.. star mars what's happening?

yeah the boy band with their muse.. hahah! leo, mike, ej, aaron and star. mel is the muse. the fan who's holding the camera is divine.

the ex-affionion people. ombang, peej, mark and gilbert.

smile!

kamusta naman?!! mga atat sa picture nagkalabolabo na. ako yung nakayuko dahil bumagsak si aaron! haha! ang laki kasi eh!

see? ayaw nila ng picture. masiksik sila wa epek! ej, mels, trainer nathan, maria and star. the green shirt if im not mistaken ay si leo.

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swwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

JUST FOR A SECOND BLINK AND THEN YOU'RE OBLIVIOUS

2006-09-24T04:51:00.000+08:00

i just read Meanne's entry in her Friendster Blog. i was touch-ed. haha.

i miss this girl. she was my seatmate for the first 3weeks of our training. those moments na nagtatawanan kaming dalawa pag bumabanat ng punchline si peej or biglang nagbubulungan dahil mas trip namin mag usap ng tagalog kesa english.

haaaaaaaay. goodluck sa career. i admire you. atleast ikaw alam mo kung saan ang tungo mo talaga. next time na mag kita tayo ENGINEER SALMO na ang tawag ko sayo. haha.

eto yung part ng blog nya na sobrang napapaisip tuloy ako....

"Yeah, and I'll surely miss that Xm Team Sports yell.. I'll miss the people I'm with, last month, I mean, last tiring month of August 14-September 14. Those moments that I knew I was laughing my heart out because of Peej, Ombang, Mark.; Girly moments with Erika,Emily,Dee,Rio,and Janis. ; The daddy's Mike and Leo, the mommies Divine,Maria and Myles,The complicated Star, Magician Denz, Lorraine and Lorrie , The Gaylords EJ,Aaron and Jem,, and of course, the closest friend, my kaTangy partner,retouching partner,friendster buddy,it's Mels, Melissa..."

grrrrrrrr....

kasi hindi ako pede basta basta umalis. i can't.

pero pakiramdam ko i have to dahil pag hindi baka... ah basta!

okey if Meanne may mga ma miss ako din may version... haha... gagaya amputeeek!

TEAM SPORTS YELL - although applicable lang to nung trainee pa kami madalas pa rin namin to gamitin lalo na pag nakukumpleto kami ulit.

Lorraine - ang byutchus byutchus naming trainer. i'll be under her team sa production. i'll miss her saying OMG! haha.

Coach Lorie - ang super kulit na coach slash hot momma. lakas mang bully. wala alam gawin kundi tuksuhin kami ni Star. gash. i'll miss her calling me BAMBI. kakaiba ang tawag pag ganun kasi alam mo may kasamang pang asar. hahaha! sabi nga namin ni Mark may career siya sa D BUZZ. "DEE, WHERE'S THE POWER?!!! SALE SALE SALE!!!"

Star Mars - my so-called ka loveteam... huwaaaaaaaaat?!!! BAMBOO-BAMBI TANDEM (thanks to coach lorie and peej.lol.) my bus seatmate/training seatmate/madalas na groupmate. the person who love making things/situations more complicated.madami ako tawag dito FRANCISCO MANALAC/FM/BAMBOO/UP BAGUIO BOY/STAR WARS. Bamboo look-a-like. natanong ko kung hindi ba siya nawawalang anak or kambal ni Bamboo. labo kausap nito pero sobrang labo matatawa ka na lang. hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano ang seryoso sa sinasabi niya. videoke adik dahil lahat ata ng kanta sa mundo alam. kakaiba din to mag pa cute.. dadaanin niya sa pang bubully! BULLY SOBRA! walang araw na nagsama o nagusap kami na hindi ata ako binully nito. natatawa na lang ako. according to Meanne he's a Complicated Star. para sakin siya ang COMPLICATED BULLY STAR! according to him he's not an alien... im having a doubt about that... hahahah!

Emily - nakakatuwa siya dahil sakanya ko natutunan ang seminar. haha. or meeting. sobrang hinhin nito mahihiya ka pag sobra mong ingay. kelan lang nalaman ko na malalim pala ito matulog dahil nakailang kalabit na ako ng minsan nakatulog kami sa bus ay hindi pa rin siya nagigising. muntikan na tuloy kami lumagpas. eto ang tao na pag tinanong mo nang kahit gagong tanong ay laging may seryosong sagot. nakakatuwa.

Peej and Ombang - ang mga super kulit ex-affinion guys. walang araw na hindi ka hahalakhak pag andyan ang dalawang yan. hanep pumunchline.

Mark - isa pag taga affinion. tulad nila Peej at Ombang asahan mo pag kasama mo to tatawa ka ng tatawa. siya daw si "soy" haha. pero hanap ang "other side of mark."

Denz the magician - although la na siya. iniwan na din kami. nakaka miss ang magic niya.

EJ, Aaron and Jem - Si EJ na minsan akong kinuryente na nag dulot ng pasa sa tuhod ko. haha labo. si A-a-ron na nabiktima ko sa FRANCISCO MANALAC. sorry about doon. at si Jem... si bestfriend pero ayaw niya ata. haha. sila mga chicks/gay magnets. haha.

Leo - si Daddy Leo. super kakatuwa siya. sabi niya strict daw siya sa mga anak niya. parang di namn. partner kami nito sa pag sagot at kopyahan sa mga activities namin nung training pa namin. "DEE, WHAT'S YOUR ANSWER?" hhaha!

Erika - mahilig to bumungisngis. siya ay isang walking primus. ex-affinion din to. katabi kami nung station una. pag irrate caller na at natataranta na ako sa billing.. put the caller on hold sabay sigaw ERIKA HELP ME! hhehe!

Maria - "maria maria. she reminds me of a west side story" According to her she is a FRESHMOTHER! haha. ang mga chitchats tuwing lunch.

Janis - the goth girl pero ang arte din. hehe. gwapo ng boylet. SOWSYAL! kasama din pag lunch.

Mels- ang singer ng team. nakabonding ko to nung sabado. may utang pa sakin na kwento. tsk.

Divine - ang kapitbahay ko. eto ang hingngahan ko ng sama ng loob sa trabaho. marami na akong nakuwento dito. pati mga sikreto. bilib ako sakanya dahil sa lahat ng nangyari sa life na she was able to stand up again at ipagpatuloy ang lahat. ingit ako dito kasi nakuha na nya lahat. family and work. minsan nga lang nauunahan ng taranta kaya nawawala sa sirkulasyon. haha. i admire her passion sa trabaho. ano nga ulit yon... THE WANT, NEED, DRIVE? haha. sobrang busy nito. daming sideline. andami nyang nagagawa sa buhay na ewan ko ba kung papaano pa nya nasisingit sa oras nya. GUSTO MO NG CHOCOLATE?! madalas ako sermonan nito. marami na akong natutunan sa kanya. hanep talaga.

RIO - ang una kong nameet sa wave 3. close kami nito. sobrang approachable at laging ismyling fez. nag click kami dahil siguro sa mga pagkakapareho namin sa lahat ng bagay. seaman ang ama, panganay, taga balagtas, ang storya ng mga kamag anak at kung ano ano pa. dami ko rin natutunan about MCDONALDS dahil sakanya. haha! dati kasi siyang training manager bago maisipang pumasok sa ClientLogic. salamat sa mga advice na pag chaka ang fried rice ibalik at humingi ng additional na pagkain. pag chaka ang fries na mukhang reheated na lang... ibalik kahit kalahati na para makakahuha ng bagong luto. na ang fries ay niluto gamit ang beef fats. eeeew.... na talagang mas masarap ang MCDO kesa sa bubuyog. pareho kami ng takbo ng isip nitong mga nakaraang araw. pareho nag dadalawang isip.

SIEBEL/PRIMUS/XMGPO/ITKA- alam ko jargon pero nasasanay na ako kaya pati dito sa bahay login at password na nila ang gamit ko na hindi naman dapat!

MIMAYMOCHOCK!

2006-09-20T10:47:00.000+08:00

i can't take this anymore. hindi ko alam kung hanggang kelan pa ako makapagtitiis.

i need a sign. until next week. marami nang nawala. parang gusto ko sumunod.

when i ask a friend to give me a good reason why i should stay and continue this "craziness".. the answer that i got was...

''ME?"

haha. yeah you crazy! actually, you're one of the remaining reasons why i am still here. the thing is im not sure if its enough...if you are enough... if they are enough for me... i think not... im so sorry!

haha.

i don't know...

my heart is breaking... its aching... achuuuuuuuuu!

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"i don't wanna to runaway but i can't take it... i don't understand"

I SHOT THE NAGGER

2006-09-17T13:18:00.000+08:00

YEHEEEEEEY! WEEKEND!

sobrang toxic ang linggo na 'to. nag take na ako ng calls. my first call was like... waaaah! 20 minutes ata yon and it was a billing. hellooooooooooooooo!

can i resign now?

ayokooooo naaaaaaaaa!

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kahapon after ng shift namin ang Team Sports kasama ng trainer namin na si Lorraine ay nag karoon ng bonding moments. videoke ever sa... oh shit i forgot the name. basta along metro walk yun!

masaya. namiss ko ang tawanan. buhay ulit ang si peej. naglabasan ang tunay na ugali. ang kukulit. sana maulit.

around 1pm uwian na ang iba. si Mel sabi maiwan siya eh sabi maiwan na din daw ako. umoo naman ako. huli na ng marealize ko na halos uuwi na pala ang lahat. dalawa na lang kami ni mel na girlash. ang naiwan ay ako, Mel, Mark, EJ, Star, Peej at tatlo pang taga team comedy. ayon tumuloy ang inuman. ang ilan ang ay may amats na. may isa nag crying momoments na dahil sa puso. haaaaaaaaaaaaaay MARK! grabeh ka! sana lahat ng lalaki tulad mo. elibs ako sayo. yeeeeee!

videoke sila. tumatagay lang ako. after ng 8 1/2 na baso ng beer ay umiikot na ang mundo ko. literal. tinamaan na ako. ahaha. hindi naman kasi ako sanay sa beer. pero promise naloka ako doon. wala naman kasi akong balak umuwi din ng gumagapang. tumigil na ako. nakichika na lang ako. ilang minuto umokey na din.

mga 5pm umuwi na kami. buti na lang at may kasabay ko ang forever bus seatmate ko na si Star. na ng mga oras na yon ang hilo-hilo na din. natatawa ako dahil nung ako ang borlogs siya ay okey. ayos lang umuwi ng hilo dahil lalake kasabay ko pero ang naging ending ako ang ayos at siya ang hindi. tsk tsk. sana hindi siya nakalagpas sa babaan niya. haha.

pag dating sa bahay bagsak ako. ang saya.

eto ngayon matchakit ang ulo.

graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawr!

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"anong balita sa radyo at tv?"

AND THE BEAT GOES ON

2006-09-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

just woke up. its 1:30am. natulog ako ng 10am ng sabado. wala pang kain. eto gising na gising na ako.

gaya nga ng madalas sabihin ng trainer namin na si lorraine. O-M-G!!! tomorrow mag take na ako ng calls. tapos na ang training. waaaah. hiwahiwalay na ang team sports. bagong groups na. nakakamiss ang 14th floor. ang mga pc na walang siebel (uy jargon!). ang pc ko.

seryoso kinakabahan ako. sana first call activation or kaya retention. please lord almighty wag irrate caller na may dispute sa bill... mid bill... consolidation... rebuild. wag pooooooooo! ang aht. huuuuuuuu!

sana forever na lang training. hehe.

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"im just a line in your song"

DANCE DANCE WE'RE FALLING APART TO HAVE TIME...

2006-09-04T07:52:00.000+08:00

hello philippines!!! goodmorning my blog. its monday morning... yeeeeeheeeeeeey!

happenings since my last post? uhmmm lemme see... well 2nd assessment na naipasa ko (yahooy!), nagkasakit, sumuweldo (another yehey), nakain ang atm card at natulog ng natulog.

see wala naman kwenta diba?

until now may sipon ako. hassle. ayokong umabot ng OCP na may sipon ako. chaka ng boses ko.

speaking of boses last friday sa kabuwisetan at kashongahan ng lola nyo. nakapagsalita ako ng tagalog sa loob ng training room. ewan ko ba at nag inarte ako. "i'll change in to tsinelas" ampotek na havaianas na yan. rrrrrrr!!! i have no choice... na pa kanta tuloy ako sa harap ng class. kesa naman mag butt spell noh?!

KAREN, RIA at ALAN kung nababasa nyo 'to nais kong malaman nyo na namiss ko na kayo!!!

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"where are they?!! where are you? ummm.. da dolpy radio... errr... delphi?"

WAITING UNTIL THE DUST SETTLES...

2006-08-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

I watched The 58th Annual Emmy Awards. 24 won the award for the Outstanding Drama Series. Actually, i thought it was Grey's Anatomy. grrrrrrrr. Sandra Oh did not win. I like her character sa Grey's Anatomy. She's not that pretty but this woman have the talent.

Saan ba pede bumile ng DVD ng Season 1 ng GA?

I'm going to bed. huwaaa?... yah i know its 1:30pm. May pasok pa ako mamaya. Paniki ako eh. Goodluck din sa exam mamaya. Sana makapasa ako.

Goodnight! :)

"i shouldn't stay long you might be home soon..."

WELCOME TO THE XM NATION!!!!!! chu-wa-ar!

2006-08-27T08:52:00.000+08:00

2 weeks ago nag start ang training ko sa ClientLogic. suupeeeeeer fun. the people, the trainers, the coaches, the management, the place as in everything. i can't believe that i am actually enjoying working in a call center. oh yeah in case you don't know im now working as call center agent. LCR or Listener Care Rep sa account ko.

my account is XM RADIO (Wave 3). more than 50 kami sa batch namin so we were divided into 3 classes. napunta ako sa Team Sports. na-sad pa nga ako dahil yung mga ka close ko mag kakasama and i was the only one na napunta sa ibang class. worst is yung dalawang class ang training room nila ay nasa 22nd floor and mine was in 14th floor. tapos trainers sa kanila ay puro lalaki and yung samin is a girl. as in super girly mahinhin looking. i was like "gaaaah boring ata toh!"

first week was Comm Training. ang trainer namin ay si Nathan pero present din doon si Lorraine. as usual getting to know each other ang concept pero nung tumagal comportable na sa isat isa. so anong nangyayari sa Comm Training? ayon pag aralan ang ang tamang pakikipag usapan sa mga kano, grammar at sound trippings. oo sound trippings dahil nga ang account namin XM Radio pag may mga activities or pag breaks ang training room namin ay dumadagungdong dahil nakikinig kami sa XM online o kaya RX 93.1. haha. ang take note nakaka aliw dahil may taste sa music ang dalawang trainer namin. both of them listen rock music. kaya doon pa lang nalaman ko na okey pala si Lorraine. sabi nga namin "DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER."

sa 14th floor kasi ay production floor mismo ng account Sony and PPC Online so talagang pag labas ng training room ay puro busy ang mga makikita mo. infairness friendly din sila. alam kasi nila na from xm account at mga trainees kami. some of them would even say hi to us kahit sa washroom or pantry. nung unang tungtong namin doon as a group eh may mga nag welcome pa samin. yung iba kumakaway kahit na obvious na may kausap na sa linya. aliw!

yung mga teammates ko naman ay super nice. sa ngayon.. sa dalawang linggo na to... masasabi ko na ngayon lang ako naka sama sa grupo na kung saan sobrang nice ng mga tao. sobrang supportive. may mga napasa samin na employees na talaga ng CL pero dati silang galing sa ibang account. apat sila. si peej, mark, emerson and erika although may experience na sila sobrang nice nila. pag may questions kami sila na ang tinatanong namin. sobrang ang kukulit pa. as in laughtrip kasama.

ang dami ko ng na meet. ang dami ko ng natutunan sa kanila. ang ilan pamilyado at single parent. daming mga advices and lessons sa buhay napupulot. ehehe.

tapos na ang OCP namin. 2nd week product training. wala na si nathan dahil si lorraine na ang may hawak nun. hindi naman pala kasi sa XM account galing si nathan so malamang hindi siya pwede mag facilitate ng product training davah!

as usual masaya pa rin. kinakabahan na ako pag actual taking na ng calls. mula sa mga kwento ng mga taga Wave 1&2 at ng mga trainers ay most of the calls na narerecieve ay issues sa BILLING at sure mga irrate callers. waaaaaaaah. gaaaaaaaaaaah. goodluck naman sakin. tapos sobrang multi-tasking talaga dahil ang daming achuchu na ginagawa sa pc para lang ma access yung account ng caller. waaaaaaaaah.

bukas first assessment sa product training. 90% ang cutoff grade. goodluck.

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isang araw = mahigit 10 tasang kape.

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PICTURES!

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TEAMS SPORTS!!! yahoo! syempre wala ako dahil as usual ako naman ang kumuha. kulang kami dyan.
the guy in maroon jacket thats Nathan our comm trainer.

standing from left to right: janice (my 2nd ocp partner), aaron aka a-a-ron slash nardong putik (may kasalanan ako dito. haha), maria (she reminds me of a west side story...), mel (the singer), divine (bus partner), emerson (from affinion account. sobrang kulit).
the guy in red is peej and he is jumping. haha. he's from affinion too. ben applet.
emily is the one sitting. very mahinhin. we are one sit apart. haha.

crazy team mates.

waiting for the ocp result at pantry. meaane (seatmate and fellow intramuros girl) ej (baby of the group) and aaron. getting really nervous.

ahaha. everytime nakikita ko to natatawa ako. hehe. meaane, maria, nathan the trainer, divine and rio. may nakikita ba kayon girl sa background na nakapink. that's lorraine.

si bamboo? ay si star mars pala (call him star wars) and lorraine our other trainer

at the pantry. bamboo este star mars, emily and the denz the magician

uwian na! outside Wynsum building. dami tao noh? 7am na eh. rio, meane, ej and mel. sabay sabay umuuwi.

emerson, maria and ms. louisa lorraine cruz-caronongan? haha she's our trainer.

crazy chic. meane and mel.

pasaway ba? nag didiscuss si nathan at lorraine nag pipicture ako. ahaha!

boy band or girl band? haha. gilson, yeb(standing) and gel (my sister's bestfriend)

ang mga kasabay ko umuwi. derrik, rio, divina, lala, gel/angel. the guy naka blue cap is gilson.

mohoorz pehectyoooooors to cam

BAGONG LIPAT NG BLOG

2006-08-27T06:24:00.000+08:00

this is not my first blogspot account. actually hindi ko na mabilang. i think i have a memory gap or something kaya lahat ng passwords and even my own account/usernames ay nakalimutan ko na. haha.

i am a xanga user. yoon yung blog na ginagamit ko. httP//www.xanga.com/fanatical_mastermind

but i find blogspot user friendly and easier sa pag gawa ng layout that's why here i am dito na sa blospot my update ng mga kaaningan ko sa life. weeeeeeeeeeeeellll!